05-07-2016, 10:16 PM
Update: AYPB 63 days + EHPRA 2.0 32 days + AYPB 27 days
After 2 months on AYPB, I wanted to take a break and tried out EHPRA 2.0. I was curious about the new 5.5 technology and thought it would help clear out whatever is blocking my manifestation. The run was amazing - no resistance whatsoever, better sleep, more energy, but everyday was an emotional rollercoaster. It brought up lots of emotional baggage to the surface for me to deal with. I felt that I was calmer, kinder to myself, and my personal boundaries were much much stronger. I cut off contacts with some people who I thought were my "friends" but didn't respect our friendship. I went back to online dating but this time I don't waste my time and energy on people I don't feel good about.
I would love to use it for more than 32 days, but right now what I want the most in life is a solid, loving relationship, so I am back on AYPB. This time I'm going to run it until the manifestation happens. The funny thing is when I was on EHPRA 2.0, I didn't get that many messages from guys on the online dating site, but once I started AYPB, the messages started to stream in! Other things I have noticed are: while on EHPRA, if I didn't feel like doing something, I didn't do it. I stopped exercising regularly, I didn't dress up, I didn't go out as much. After switching to AYPB, I'm back to my yoga classes, put more effort into my appearance, going out more, being more social in general.
I met someone that I felt connected to right away, and he's not what I would consider physically attractive, but I was still attracted to him. He just has this beautiful, calming, grounded energy. Sadly, he told me he's not looking to settle down right now, and all he can offer me is a non-monogamous relationship or friendship. Well that's clearly not what I want, but strangely at the same time I'm happy and truly grateful. I guess this time I can appreciate what he can give that I enjoy - friendship and companionship, instead of focusing on what he can't give. And this time, I don't have to try to have sex with him to manipulate him into liking me/staying with me lol.
After 2 months on AYPB, I wanted to take a break and tried out EHPRA 2.0. I was curious about the new 5.5 technology and thought it would help clear out whatever is blocking my manifestation. The run was amazing - no resistance whatsoever, better sleep, more energy, but everyday was an emotional rollercoaster. It brought up lots of emotional baggage to the surface for me to deal with. I felt that I was calmer, kinder to myself, and my personal boundaries were much much stronger. I cut off contacts with some people who I thought were my "friends" but didn't respect our friendship. I went back to online dating but this time I don't waste my time and energy on people I don't feel good about.
I would love to use it for more than 32 days, but right now what I want the most in life is a solid, loving relationship, so I am back on AYPB. This time I'm going to run it until the manifestation happens. The funny thing is when I was on EHPRA 2.0, I didn't get that many messages from guys on the online dating site, but once I started AYPB, the messages started to stream in! Other things I have noticed are: while on EHPRA, if I didn't feel like doing something, I didn't do it. I stopped exercising regularly, I didn't dress up, I didn't go out as much. After switching to AYPB, I'm back to my yoga classes, put more effort into my appearance, going out more, being more social in general.
I met someone that I felt connected to right away, and he's not what I would consider physically attractive, but I was still attracted to him. He just has this beautiful, calming, grounded energy. Sadly, he told me he's not looking to settle down right now, and all he can offer me is a non-monogamous relationship or friendship. Well that's clearly not what I want, but strangely at the same time I'm happy and truly grateful. I guess this time I can appreciate what he can give that I enjoy - friendship and companionship, instead of focusing on what he can't give. And this time, I don't have to try to have sex with him to manipulate him into liking me/staying with me lol.
