05-07-2016, 02:04 PM
Stage 5 Day 7
This stage is no joke , it feels like people keep testing me to see what they can get away with. I had 2 freak outs today. I need to have a talk with one of my bosses to see if he has a f****** problem ; I brought up the issue if I see the same issue I'm going to freak. It seems women are nervous around me and can't think straight. I can't even go out without people staring or looking my way checking me out. I'm not used to this kind of attention as its not my style. Although I want to do SM , money and other issues are priority. I'm going to do EPHRA as well as MLS 5G. Even though I want to hook up with many women other duties I've been avoiding need to be taken care of.
This stage is no joke , it feels like people keep testing me to see what they can get away with. I had 2 freak outs today. I need to have a talk with one of my bosses to see if he has a f****** problem ; I brought up the issue if I see the same issue I'm going to freak. It seems women are nervous around me and can't think straight. I can't even go out without people staring or looking my way checking me out. I'm not used to this kind of attention as its not my style. Although I want to do SM , money and other issues are priority. I'm going to do EPHRA as well as MLS 5G. Even though I want to hook up with many women other duties I've been avoiding need to be taken care of.
It always seems impossible until it's done."_ Nelson Mandela
"Continuous improvement is better then delayed perfection."_ Mark Twain
"We change the world not by what we say or do, but as a consequence of what we have become. " _ Dr. David Hawkins
