05-03-2016, 11:12 PM
(This post was last modified: 05-03-2016, 11:59 PM by substance2016.)
(05-03-2016, 10:28 PM)LeonidasXVI Wrote: If you try to reject it, it'll lead you nowhere but towards frustration. Think of it like a web, the harder your attempts to untangle yourself are, the deeper you'll bind yourself. Therefore, the best route is to clear all the guilt, shame and pamper yourself with some emotional healing.
One of two things might happen if you do so, you'll find that you are not attracted to males anymore in any way, and enjoying your life guilt free with women. Or, you might still be attracted to guys, but you wouldn't want to reject it since it woudnt be that big a deal once you clear and heal yourself. And enjoy your life with women without any guilt and insecurity.
Therefore, If I was you, I'd go for E2.
btw, i am not attracted to males - i feel repelled on the other hand - it is just the guilt of childhood and the discomfort that makes you feel even guilty to be normal friends with males without feeling either a little repelled or emotionally unassertive or emotionally submissive appearing - lack of asssertive behavior after being abused i guess - and on the other hand unable to approach girls -
that is not me in the description entirely. yet it is a common phenomenon, though people rarely speak about it.
i guess other subs address guilt - but not sure it includes these specific things -
this was just a suggestion that applies to a lot of people - not just me - things done in childhood confuses during adolscence and later in life - and a lot of people may be having such symptoms