05-01-2016, 10:30 PM
Im feeling insanely euphoric right now. I have lots of dreams but woke up earlier then usual. My attention turns more towards myself even if I'm texting, sexting and chatting with multiple girls. Enormous self validation going on.
I am the centre, I'm taking more space, im just enough by myself right now. My presence feels very intense. I also have an strong reduction in shame and like to tease this one girl i'm sexting with, like driving her crazy and being proud in it haha.
Had an guy yesterday when getting some stuff at the gasstation who went all empty stare and forgot one thing after another.
Oh, and bullshit pisses me off but its way more streamlined kind of clarity, like more congrugent. mentally I'm more clear aswell.
I am the centre, I'm taking more space, im just enough by myself right now. My presence feels very intense. I also have an strong reduction in shame and like to tease this one girl i'm sexting with, like driving her crazy and being proud in it haha.
Had an guy yesterday when getting some stuff at the gasstation who went all empty stare and forgot one thing after another.
Oh, and bullshit pisses me off but its way more streamlined kind of clarity, like more congrugent. mentally I'm more clear aswell.
The trials you encounter will introduce you to your strengths. - epictetus
