05-01-2016, 10:26 PM
(05-01-2016, 05:36 PM)SargeMaximus Wrote:(04-30-2016, 11:42 PM)Kol Wrote: I'm feeling incredibly powerfull. Again like the former stages were childs play. I cant even put my finger on it what it is but it feels like pure dominance. My thought are about dominance, bedwise with girls, like letting the girl(s) submit and put under my control and do the **** I want to do with them.
Im very euphoric right now, like my brain is ascending. People turn heads but this time it feels differently and IDGAF at all with it, I look right through them. Almost like I have some shining ( sexual ) halo or some stuff.
I have an high libido, but the urge is not there so to say, like, I will not go into action. has to be the programming/subliminal. Its mere observant and makes me think about what Shannon said about not escaping into porn but forcing the person to go out of the house.
That state you describe is like the one I have when I'm feeling really good about myself but people hate on me. Have you not had the haters?
Yeah, I have some of that but rather more subtle through peoples behaviour. definitely been turned down more then once. Like people being short on me, giving me angry stares, testing me. Its not escalated in an physical sense like violent provocation but I definitely sense that some people don't know how to handle it.
The trials you encounter will introduce you to your strengths. - epictetus