05-01-2016, 05:54 PM
(This post was last modified: 05-01-2016, 06:43 PM by Why So Serious?.)
The sub is starting to clear a path so I can start living my life. I still have some issus to deal with but I feel like I have some room to do the things I want. Oh and I don't have as much fear doing them.
Strange thing but I'm back at drawing again
It feels different this time. Not that spur of the moment feeling when it comes to drawing. I feel more relaxed and just take it a day at a time. Now I tend to stay in front of the computer drawing. Even tried to play videogames to give myself a break. I only played for a few minutes and got back to drawing. I'm very concerned now............
I'm going to do some computer stuff after this post.
Being around others no problem as long as they don't get to close and/or try to have a conversation with me.
Very slowly opening up to family. I'm not sure they see a difference.
And I have come to the realization that I need to get out more. Being inside most of the time doesn't do me any good and it's starting to drive me insane. Never thought that would happen. The need to go out is starting to over run the need to stay in.
Trying a little harder to keep the room clean, exercising again(just every other day and not the weekends), and trying to help out a bit more around the house.
Doing the best I can to keep the attitude in check with family. It gets unbelievably hard. I can catch myself every now(I couldn't do that before) and then but most of the time.....well ya'll know what happens. This going to take a lot more time than I thought. Oh well.
I had a vision about me in the future being able to socialize without any kind of anxiety. That will be awesome.
I got a fortune about how something unexpected is going to happen in the future that will change my course in life. I really feel like that's going to happen but I can't take anymore surprises. The car got flooded and the other one that I'm borrowing is seriously acting up. I had a feeling it was going to flood a couple of weeks before it happened and something is wrong with the transmission. Well the car I'm borrowing has transmission problems now that I think about it. Now I really don't have a choice but find another car. Some other things like this are happening but I'd rather not get into it.
And that's it can't think of anything interesting.
Strange thing but I'm back at drawing again
It feels different this time. Not that spur of the moment feeling when it comes to drawing. I feel more relaxed and just take it a day at a time. Now I tend to stay in front of the computer drawing. Even tried to play videogames to give myself a break. I only played for a few minutes and got back to drawing. I'm very concerned now............ I'm going to do some computer stuff after this post. Being around others no problem as long as they don't get to close and/or try to have a conversation with me.
Very slowly opening up to family. I'm not sure they see a difference.
And I have come to the realization that I need to get out more. Being inside most of the time doesn't do me any good and it's starting to drive me insane. Never thought that would happen. The need to go out is starting to over run the need to stay in.
Trying a little harder to keep the room clean, exercising again(just every other day and not the weekends), and trying to help out a bit more around the house.
Doing the best I can to keep the attitude in check with family. It gets unbelievably hard. I can catch myself every now(I couldn't do that before) and then but most of the time.....well ya'll know what happens. This going to take a lot more time than I thought. Oh well.
I had a vision about me in the future being able to socialize without any kind of anxiety. That will be awesome.
I got a fortune about how something unexpected is going to happen in the future that will change my course in life. I really feel like that's going to happen but I can't take anymore surprises. The car got flooded and the other one that I'm borrowing is seriously acting up. I had a feeling it was going to flood a couple of weeks before it happened and something is wrong with the transmission. Well the car I'm borrowing has transmission problems now that I think about it. Now I really don't have a choice but find another car. Some other things like this are happening but I'd rather not get into it.
And that's it can't think of anything interesting.
