05-01-2016, 09:04 AM
@InconceivableZen: I could attest to the lower voice; simply due to the fact that I put more of myself into my speaking. The day I began SMast, I wouldn't put a whole lot of air into my speaking, so it was tough to get down there, either way. It's not lower to what I'm used to.
@jonathan4all: It's okay. I half-read things and I still remember. The one condition is that I engage my brain when finding information; if I just have to receive it passively, it'll pass through me. If I research and make the connections in my mind, then I'll remember it tomorrow. If I recall it another day, then it's more likely to stick.
Day 72 MLS,
Day 11 SMast., Day 12 no PMO,
Note to self: don't sleep naked. It feels too good on my dick, gives an instant wicked big boner, and wakes me the hell up. It took me an hour to fall asleep until I put some clothes on. Sleep 4 hours. Tried it again. Thought I was wide awake until I put more clothes on, then I fell right asleep. Woke up 4 hours later.
Dreamt that I was helping at a high school, then after school, I'm flirting with a hot Russian administrator. We were alone in a room. She was convinced that my arms weren't that big (I was wearing a thick zipped up wool sweater). I take one arm off, and my arm is huge and extremely well developed (thanks dream). She is impressed and wants to feel up my chest and abs by going under my t-shirt. I don't remember after that. Damn.
@jonathan4all: It's okay. I half-read things and I still remember. The one condition is that I engage my brain when finding information; if I just have to receive it passively, it'll pass through me. If I research and make the connections in my mind, then I'll remember it tomorrow. If I recall it another day, then it's more likely to stick.
Day 72 MLS,
Day 11 SMast., Day 12 no PMO,
Note to self: don't sleep naked. It feels too good on my dick, gives an instant wicked big boner, and wakes me the hell up. It took me an hour to fall asleep until I put some clothes on. Sleep 4 hours. Tried it again. Thought I was wide awake until I put more clothes on, then I fell right asleep. Woke up 4 hours later.
Dreamt that I was helping at a high school, then after school, I'm flirting with a hot Russian administrator. We were alone in a room. She was convinced that my arms weren't that big (I was wearing a thick zipped up wool sweater). I take one arm off, and my arm is huge and extremely well developed (thanks dream). She is impressed and wants to feel up my chest and abs by going under my t-shirt. I don't remember after that. Damn.
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