04-29-2016, 05:32 AM
Wow, so this "Every day is different" is still going on. Today has been incredibly weird, I slept for 13h!!!!!! I couldn't get out of bed no matter how much I tried, I just felt like there's no point of getting out of bed. In addition to that everything seemed to go to shit today, couldn't really apply myself and that made me angry.
The week has been up and down, my frame is not as strong as it was on ASC and a few people seem to take advantage of that, but somehow I don't really care much and it's relatively easy to let go.
I have discovered that my brain seems to function better. Now this will be difficult to explain, but I'll try. Whenever there is a problem I mostly go on overdrive and start analysing and obsessing over the problem, driving myself angry, frustrated and eventually my energy will be drained. Now recently there has been a slight difference, when a problem appears in my head, I sometimes find a solution and find myself able to let go of the problem. When I first noticed that happen I felt like describing this as "Wow, my brain works!" because most of the time it feels like I got a bad deal from whoever gave it to me and thought I could never actually work out how to apply myself to the fullest.
Before I started E2 I read somewhere that they have a really easy time visualizing on full scale what they want to achieve and I have been noticing that too. Things that I normally wouldn't be able to visualize seem easier now. I haven't been able to benefit the manifestation side of this yet, but there's time.
The week has been up and down, my frame is not as strong as it was on ASC and a few people seem to take advantage of that, but somehow I don't really care much and it's relatively easy to let go.
I have discovered that my brain seems to function better. Now this will be difficult to explain, but I'll try. Whenever there is a problem I mostly go on overdrive and start analysing and obsessing over the problem, driving myself angry, frustrated and eventually my energy will be drained. Now recently there has been a slight difference, when a problem appears in my head, I sometimes find a solution and find myself able to let go of the problem. When I first noticed that happen I felt like describing this as "Wow, my brain works!" because most of the time it feels like I got a bad deal from whoever gave it to me and thought I could never actually work out how to apply myself to the fullest.
Before I started E2 I read somewhere that they have a really easy time visualizing on full scale what they want to achieve and I have been noticing that too. Things that I normally wouldn't be able to visualize seem easier now. I haven't been able to benefit the manifestation side of this yet, but there's time.
