What I picked up from the book of felix dennis was the being playfull about money instead of being stark which resonates with me, basically law of attraction stuff and letting reality unfold. He writes in his book about an person who is very serious about the whole money thing whioch result in some sort of strain.
I will look into the link when I have the time.
Had some one-itis stuff to deal with today and it made me clash with the AM script and showed how powerfull AM is. Im increasing in value and status aswell and multiple women in my life is whats in for me. Not the neediness which kills my vibe and messes really, even through online chatting, being all chasy and shit, impressing. maybe its my old personality that comes up still. It even feels slightly like dying of the old. It caused an massive conflict inside like i simply cannot put up with monogamy and it creates an slight sadness in me. Like, I started Am and cant go back anymore. Its as if my eyes are opened but I';m slightly blinded. Makes me also lose attraction and grow cold like I cant be bothered any more which makes feel an bit left alone in the end. Like, what I want is slipping away, no games and shit, just had the urge to just quit with the online chat shit that was going on as if it was purposeless and leading nowhere, aswell as realizing that there are lots of girls outside and it doesnt matter at all. Like I need sex with multiple girls basically or it makes mee needy.
Nothing to lose eventually, if she rejects when escalating so be it, doesnt matter one bit.Like, its just an experience/event/happening. Like, indifference instead of getting all butthurt, otherwise its an to deep investment and desperation. Its all just fun games, being push pull or some shit. Dont try to make sense of it, rather play on the feelings and cause good feelings in them. The rest is sabotage of my own part and an killing of vibe.
I reject people, some actions of people can immediately lower their value in my eyes.
Watches some videos from zyzz ( the guy passed away at 22 due an heart attack in an sauna in thailand ) and its really motivating and uplifting to see, charismatic and inspirational stuff he spoke off. had an whole fanbase even now after 5 years after he passed away its still alive.
The whole playfull vibe is something that appeals me, the IDGAF. also, I catch an intense look in my eyes lately, very strong. reading from several journals on here about the killer look and it is definitely something thats coming up.
The multiple women and polygamy/polyamory stuff is freeing. BD also has written about it in its AM 2.0 book, and its all coming together. Makes me fel attractive yet want to cover the whole field in terms of approach and involving people in my life. 5 days till stage 3.
Went out yesterday for some food and some bèta's where all being stupid which was an pretty much big realisation. I greet people and lotsa people turn their heads and cant look me in the eyes. To dminating/intense I guess. How this group of guys was acting showed by their whole obnoxious vibe, like little man kids or something.
Also, being playfull and NGAF is something the boucnes back and forth. Also allowing myself to be sexual with people instead of saying I dont need it. fuck that.
In an way resonating with the sigma and alpha. Its an shift thats taking place and looking back on some stuff as being beta.
PS, my avatar/profile picture is something that resonates now aswell, being the loner with the glasses going my own path and being mysterious.
I will look into the link when I have the time.
Had some one-itis stuff to deal with today and it made me clash with the AM script and showed how powerfull AM is. Im increasing in value and status aswell and multiple women in my life is whats in for me. Not the neediness which kills my vibe and messes really, even through online chatting, being all chasy and shit, impressing. maybe its my old personality that comes up still. It even feels slightly like dying of the old. It caused an massive conflict inside like i simply cannot put up with monogamy and it creates an slight sadness in me. Like, I started Am and cant go back anymore. Its as if my eyes are opened but I';m slightly blinded. Makes me also lose attraction and grow cold like I cant be bothered any more which makes feel an bit left alone in the end. Like, what I want is slipping away, no games and shit, just had the urge to just quit with the online chat shit that was going on as if it was purposeless and leading nowhere, aswell as realizing that there are lots of girls outside and it doesnt matter at all. Like I need sex with multiple girls basically or it makes mee needy.
Nothing to lose eventually, if she rejects when escalating so be it, doesnt matter one bit.Like, its just an experience/event/happening. Like, indifference instead of getting all butthurt, otherwise its an to deep investment and desperation. Its all just fun games, being push pull or some shit. Dont try to make sense of it, rather play on the feelings and cause good feelings in them. The rest is sabotage of my own part and an killing of vibe.
I reject people, some actions of people can immediately lower their value in my eyes.
Watches some videos from zyzz ( the guy passed away at 22 due an heart attack in an sauna in thailand ) and its really motivating and uplifting to see, charismatic and inspirational stuff he spoke off. had an whole fanbase even now after 5 years after he passed away its still alive.
The whole playfull vibe is something that appeals me, the IDGAF. also, I catch an intense look in my eyes lately, very strong. reading from several journals on here about the killer look and it is definitely something thats coming up.
The multiple women and polygamy/polyamory stuff is freeing. BD also has written about it in its AM 2.0 book, and its all coming together. Makes me fel attractive yet want to cover the whole field in terms of approach and involving people in my life. 5 days till stage 3.
Went out yesterday for some food and some bèta's where all being stupid which was an pretty much big realisation. I greet people and lotsa people turn their heads and cant look me in the eyes. To dminating/intense I guess. How this group of guys was acting showed by their whole obnoxious vibe, like little man kids or something.
Also, being playfull and NGAF is something the boucnes back and forth. Also allowing myself to be sexual with people instead of saying I dont need it. fuck that.
In an way resonating with the sigma and alpha. Its an shift thats taking place and looking back on some stuff as being beta.
PS, my avatar/profile picture is something that resonates now aswell, being the loner with the glasses going my own path and being mysterious.
The trials you encounter will introduce you to your strengths. - epictetus
