Had an discussion with some women about porn and that i quit watching it. Im currently feel the AM changes again. Its more forcefull and occupying my head. When you do nofap and discuss it with them, its easy to steer it towards escalation and put in some keywords. They threw it up "all guys watch porn"and "if an guy says they dont watch it, they lie" Its so easy to play on this and to create feelings in other people. i also call out on what I notice like on peoples character and what I observe basically. Its being on an whole different level. More skillfull and mature.
Another guy did understand it and wrote some piece about it yet i wasnt fully agreeing on it, he came from an other, more pessimistic angle instead of going deep on the brain effects stuff. Im speaking up way more easy, its like stepping up and telling as it is. No more excuses, no more guilt. Attraction and being NGAF when attraction happens amplifies it. if an girl want to have angry seks its not an "being used`or feling compelled to do so. I went with it and didnt thought much more about it. An more healthy approach in it. Mind you, this was all playfull chat stuff.
Creating my own happiness and self validation more and more. I can happy with myself.
Gratitude and enjoying life, although I have moments that all feels just shallow and meaningless, empty. gratitude in the sense that i take nothign for granted, it opens an whole different new world of appreciation and easy flow.
Started with green tea extract aswell to get more dry physically.
Business coming together, close to breakthrough, not going to wait.
Also women love to challenge frame.
setting up my 5 life areas and working out mission further, im sort of aware as to what and hows, its an core thing
Im short fused, when being offended and stepped on, i cant keep it in or I go mental and my mind goes all crazy until I speak out and still the anger will be present. Like, no mercy.
Feeling more violent aswell physically. Like I want to punch some shit up
Another guy did understand it and wrote some piece about it yet i wasnt fully agreeing on it, he came from an other, more pessimistic angle instead of going deep on the brain effects stuff. Im speaking up way more easy, its like stepping up and telling as it is. No more excuses, no more guilt. Attraction and being NGAF when attraction happens amplifies it. if an girl want to have angry seks its not an "being used`or feling compelled to do so. I went with it and didnt thought much more about it. An more healthy approach in it. Mind you, this was all playfull chat stuff.
Creating my own happiness and self validation more and more. I can happy with myself.
Gratitude and enjoying life, although I have moments that all feels just shallow and meaningless, empty. gratitude in the sense that i take nothign for granted, it opens an whole different new world of appreciation and easy flow.
Started with green tea extract aswell to get more dry physically.
Business coming together, close to breakthrough, not going to wait.
Also women love to challenge frame.
setting up my 5 life areas and working out mission further, im sort of aware as to what and hows, its an core thing
Im short fused, when being offended and stepped on, i cant keep it in or I go mental and my mind goes all crazy until I speak out and still the anger will be present. Like, no mercy.
Feeling more violent aswell physically. Like I want to punch some shit up
The trials you encounter will introduce you to your strengths. - epictetus
