04-20-2016, 04:39 PM
Stage 4 Day 23
It's been a 8 days since I posted and feels longer. There's an intense fire burning within me thats pushing me to become as great as I can be. I noticed that most people seem to be really afraid of me. What ? Paranoia? I sense that from most people , perhaps it's the aura. It seems I can't be part of a normal bonding, conversation without others being paranoid or afraid. Oh well , I am who I am. I've been working on my online game , but I've never been great or cared for online game that much. I'm old school approach , get rejected move on. It seems online dating all women want is validation , approval and no sex lol. Truth. I was talking to this 19 year old and I stated my days off to see if she was free. She said no I'm busy. So I said sounds like you're blowing me off , I won't talk to you anymore. What does she do? Says she's free on the day that I was off , right after that. Sexual motivation starting to jump off.
It's been a 8 days since I posted and feels longer. There's an intense fire burning within me thats pushing me to become as great as I can be. I noticed that most people seem to be really afraid of me. What ? Paranoia? I sense that from most people , perhaps it's the aura. It seems I can't be part of a normal bonding, conversation without others being paranoid or afraid. Oh well , I am who I am. I've been working on my online game , but I've never been great or cared for online game that much. I'm old school approach , get rejected move on. It seems online dating all women want is validation , approval and no sex lol. Truth. I was talking to this 19 year old and I stated my days off to see if she was free. She said no I'm busy. So I said sounds like you're blowing me off , I won't talk to you anymore. What does she do? Says she's free on the day that I was off , right after that. Sexual motivation starting to jump off.
It always seems impossible until it's done."_ Nelson Mandela
"Continuous improvement is better then delayed perfection."_ Mark Twain
"We change the world not by what we say or do, but as a consequence of what we have become. " _ Dr. David Hawkins
