The lady and the counter at the gym was overtly interested and kept asking questions and seeking more to know from me. i notice i write this with non emotional, just indifference.
Also, external validation I realize such as good an bad feelings, i understand attraction now, it can be Obvious and covert. The dark haired girl at the grocery store eye fucked me, kept talking, couldnt even come in between, she kept going lol. She felt kinda nervous i suppose, but lighted up pretty much. Also, when paying for groceries its not an issue to come back to certain girls, its like causal.
people eye fuck me when Im semi locking eye contact, i can make eye contact with different status people, such as business man and what not. had lip bites and shock reactions.
Went over the place after the gym with my eyes.
pretty sure my aura is coming out now. I notice it myself, im having an pretty strong presence. Now, im feeling more sexual. Also had some nice moment with my highschool crush again. I can pretty much eye fuck now. but being more in control and present. having all kinds of attraction ideas going through my head now,. redeucing and bringing women an step back, like lowering them approach goes smooth. Its an mindshift. Like being the alpha and stuff instead of going like "shes hot, now what"its no big deal. unphased.
people come and go. if theyre drawn in my world, fine. if not, fine. Some limits are lifted up, such as the number closing stuff, its being in the moment breaking through.
Im getting more selective and increase in value. like, its more difficult to get me. lowering standards makes me nauseous. Has to be the sub, like, girls qualifying or try to qualify and what not. And im like selecting almost. Its not even an big interst any more and somehow this seems to increase my attraction. I can only improve further from this. the sub unfolding itself.
My anger comes back aswell. yet frankly IDGAF. Improving in all life areas including women. The attraction feels insane currently.
Also, external validation I realize such as good an bad feelings, i understand attraction now, it can be Obvious and covert. The dark haired girl at the grocery store eye fucked me, kept talking, couldnt even come in between, she kept going lol. She felt kinda nervous i suppose, but lighted up pretty much. Also, when paying for groceries its not an issue to come back to certain girls, its like causal.
people eye fuck me when Im semi locking eye contact, i can make eye contact with different status people, such as business man and what not. had lip bites and shock reactions.
Went over the place after the gym with my eyes.
pretty sure my aura is coming out now. I notice it myself, im having an pretty strong presence. Now, im feeling more sexual. Also had some nice moment with my highschool crush again. I can pretty much eye fuck now. but being more in control and present. having all kinds of attraction ideas going through my head now,. redeucing and bringing women an step back, like lowering them approach goes smooth. Its an mindshift. Like being the alpha and stuff instead of going like "shes hot, now what"its no big deal. unphased.
people come and go. if theyre drawn in my world, fine. if not, fine. Some limits are lifted up, such as the number closing stuff, its being in the moment breaking through.
Im getting more selective and increase in value. like, its more difficult to get me. lowering standards makes me nauseous. Has to be the sub, like, girls qualifying or try to qualify and what not. And im like selecting almost. Its not even an big interst any more and somehow this seems to increase my attraction. I can only improve further from this. the sub unfolding itself.
My anger comes back aswell. yet frankly IDGAF. Improving in all life areas including women. The attraction feels insane currently.
The trials you encounter will introduce you to your strengths. - epictetus
