painfull to acknowledge I still have some jelousy in my system. Chatting yesterday caused all kind of feelings to be stirred up, it was weird, reverting back to my beta ways of the past, it was obvious and understand why I fucked up in the past. Its the opposite of trust and abundance, rather fear. Im now seeing how this will be destructive to begin with and displays low value. Toial mindfuck. In the end i became playfull again, but those shitttests and mixed up signals shows that girls dont make sense.
My mindset is slowly shifting currently, like i actually feel it. Some slight pressure, glimpses, back up and assurance of the sub dominating my brain. yep, be an challenge, dont give to much of an shit about her. rather flow. it will all sort out. if she gives drama shes not compatible, there will be more fitting girls out there.
"make me some dinner"
"hold my purse"
wtf. fuck off. you have hands and legs yourself.
Going to deep on them and taking it serious lead to be getting burned. Its just an event and not something to be figured out. DGAF.
Girls pretty much test you to try to override the frame and degrade you to an orbiter. Not going to put up with it. Other people are also srewed in their beliefs and beta programmming and how it is love for them, like being the woman's slave, nice guy shit. Actually standing up now. being the prize, not needing and being outcome independent, like an high value car. The contrast is big.
It shows low value to agree with it, like, changing yourself for an girl, putting her on an pedestal, becoming needy. It kills off attraction.
stand your ground, dont put up with, be somehwat cruel, yet not out of an reactionairy response, rather an IDGAF state. let it be an challenge and let them qualify. An unmoving rock.
Not going to give it to much thought, just getting over with it. Not worth sticking sround with it and just let it go, not getting to me at all. Not a big deal.
Again had an shitload of dreams but somewhat realize half I dream when it happens but dont remember them. Its still somewhat close to my awareness. Lots is happening, clearly something is worked at, which will iimprove me even further.
Lately AM seem to cause me to feel like an pimp.
Going to hit the gym, has to become an hibit in the morning but this habit never went away really. It just starts of where I left basically. And Im starting to become more dry and toned. Awesome.
My mindset is slowly shifting currently, like i actually feel it. Some slight pressure, glimpses, back up and assurance of the sub dominating my brain. yep, be an challenge, dont give to much of an shit about her. rather flow. it will all sort out. if she gives drama shes not compatible, there will be more fitting girls out there.
"make me some dinner"
"hold my purse"
wtf. fuck off. you have hands and legs yourself.
Going to deep on them and taking it serious lead to be getting burned. Its just an event and not something to be figured out. DGAF.
Girls pretty much test you to try to override the frame and degrade you to an orbiter. Not going to put up with it. Other people are also srewed in their beliefs and beta programmming and how it is love for them, like being the woman's slave, nice guy shit. Actually standing up now. being the prize, not needing and being outcome independent, like an high value car. The contrast is big.
It shows low value to agree with it, like, changing yourself for an girl, putting her on an pedestal, becoming needy. It kills off attraction.
stand your ground, dont put up with, be somehwat cruel, yet not out of an reactionairy response, rather an IDGAF state. let it be an challenge and let them qualify. An unmoving rock.
Not going to give it to much thought, just getting over with it. Not worth sticking sround with it and just let it go, not getting to me at all. Not a big deal.
Again had an shitload of dreams but somewhat realize half I dream when it happens but dont remember them. Its still somewhat close to my awareness. Lots is happening, clearly something is worked at, which will iimprove me even further.
Lately AM seem to cause me to feel like an pimp.
Going to hit the gym, has to become an hibit in the morning but this habit never went away really. It just starts of where I left basically. And Im starting to become more dry and toned. Awesome.
The trials you encounter will introduce you to your strengths. - epictetus
