Shifting between anxiety and being emotional bit worn out, and being outcome independent where everything is let go. Beyond dominance and not holding onto an mindset. Its like being in harmony with the universe in an way, flow state. Also on this day ( day 20 ) im starting to master my emotions which is big.
Chatted with some girl yesterday online, involving sexual hints and sometimes just plainly stating my intent in an playfull manner. Afterwards realized I became somewhat needy at times but then didnt give a fuck shortly after. Some parts did reduce attraction from my side, and just instantly went all cold and disinterested. Like some disengage in it, attention bit lost.
had some jelousy coming up and I know exactly what the reason is for this. By seeing myself high value I expect and become outcome dependent, like some external validation kind of thing. Not as much as before where I would go all worrying, I could easily realize it. Scarcity mentality. Adopting the abundance mentality again. It doesnt matter which gives an huge sense of freedom. Im really beginning to master my feelings now, choosing is pretty much focussed on, decisive. Im becoming an better man.
Women are women in the end, I keep encountering situations with women. There is no escape, it could be manifestation of some sorts, idk. Its almost like the universe guides me. law of attraction perhaps. Ecstatic.
met with some friends yesterday and i notice how hard I cut them off and they listen imediately. Its not like I scream, but my voice is strong and clear, dominant. Its almost like eye contact didnt matter as that was solid to begin with. Keep realizing I have passed beyond already yet not having realized that when it happened. More like an after-realisation of some sorts. My whole attitude and demeanor changed. People turn heads nowadays, and have more then once moments of eye c ontact while driving which causes an sexual response, like some sort of link for an short moment.
Im feeling great. Just go all out and immerse.
Also increasing my hours by letting the ultrasonic just play.
Manifestation and attraction and situation involving women happen more nowadays, its weird. Like even if I stop caring it will only increase,, like unfolding and putting me in the spotlights or some shit like that. makes me feel magnetic. Not that I would complain. Im more centred now and with myself.
I focus to much on the women bs.
Chatted with some girl yesterday online, involving sexual hints and sometimes just plainly stating my intent in an playfull manner. Afterwards realized I became somewhat needy at times but then didnt give a fuck shortly after. Some parts did reduce attraction from my side, and just instantly went all cold and disinterested. Like some disengage in it, attention bit lost.
had some jelousy coming up and I know exactly what the reason is for this. By seeing myself high value I expect and become outcome dependent, like some external validation kind of thing. Not as much as before where I would go all worrying, I could easily realize it. Scarcity mentality. Adopting the abundance mentality again. It doesnt matter which gives an huge sense of freedom. Im really beginning to master my feelings now, choosing is pretty much focussed on, decisive. Im becoming an better man.
Women are women in the end, I keep encountering situations with women. There is no escape, it could be manifestation of some sorts, idk. Its almost like the universe guides me. law of attraction perhaps. Ecstatic.
met with some friends yesterday and i notice how hard I cut them off and they listen imediately. Its not like I scream, but my voice is strong and clear, dominant. Its almost like eye contact didnt matter as that was solid to begin with. Keep realizing I have passed beyond already yet not having realized that when it happened. More like an after-realisation of some sorts. My whole attitude and demeanor changed. People turn heads nowadays, and have more then once moments of eye c ontact while driving which causes an sexual response, like some sort of link for an short moment.
Im feeling great. Just go all out and immerse.
Also increasing my hours by letting the ultrasonic just play.
Manifestation and attraction and situation involving women happen more nowadays, its weird. Like even if I stop caring it will only increase,, like unfolding and putting me in the spotlights or some shit like that. makes me feel magnetic. Not that I would complain. Im more centred now and with myself.
I focus to much on the women bs.
The trials you encounter will introduce you to your strengths. - epictetus
