04-14-2016, 03:58 AM
(04-14-2016, 12:56 AM)Nox Wrote: I'm going to get a small speaker and MP3 player and hide it under my sister's dresser for the exact purpose. The tricky part is finding a wall outlet that will go unnoticed as the MP3 can just loop for infinity
Sneaky, very sneaky!
I think I could get my father to accept using the program, but he just wouldn't be willing to do anything to make it happen. And my father doesn't leave the house or his room on most days so I couldn't leave it on for 24h each day.
Day 3: Today I felt amazing! The anxious resistance that I used to get on ASC is gone for now and I felt incredibly free. I'm not sure how much of this was because of ASC or E2. It's like the effects of ASC were there but with no resistance. Complete relaxation and groundedness in the body and feeling connected. It has been a long time since I last felt this good. Another thing I noticed is that I had this protective shell around me (only way I know how to describe it) which seemed to bounce off any negative stuff that would usually get to me.
I did use pheromones today though, so this might have added to the effect.
