Day 54,
I'm teetering on getting 'Stop Masturbating' to replace 'Stop Stuttering', given the deep effect that I'm now realizing that masturbation has on me.
The principal effect is on my zest for life, as well as my ambition and motivation. Today, I felt actual despair a few hours after a session. I connected the dots soon after.
I've also gone back and realized my zest and overall well-being was highest when I had gone over 5-6 days without masturbating.
It's interesting, because I don't think I have any addictions, but addiction to orgasms might just be my vice.
My speaking is generally better, and now I'm finding that it's the person behind the words that lacks personal power, because he continually drains it and throws it away, creating an empty vessel in himself that is more easily filled and swayed by others' emotions.
Not sure when I will pull the trigger. EDIT: by that, I mean to purchase the program. No misunderstandings when I use 'trigger' and 'despair' in the same post
I'm teetering on getting 'Stop Masturbating' to replace 'Stop Stuttering', given the deep effect that I'm now realizing that masturbation has on me.
The principal effect is on my zest for life, as well as my ambition and motivation. Today, I felt actual despair a few hours after a session. I connected the dots soon after.
I've also gone back and realized my zest and overall well-being was highest when I had gone over 5-6 days without masturbating.
It's interesting, because I don't think I have any addictions, but addiction to orgasms might just be my vice.
My speaking is generally better, and now I'm finding that it's the person behind the words that lacks personal power, because he continually drains it and throws it away, creating an empty vessel in himself that is more easily filled and swayed by others' emotions.
Not sure when I will pull the trigger. EDIT: by that, I mean to purchase the program. No misunderstandings when I use 'trigger' and 'despair' in the same post
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