04-12-2016, 04:23 PM
Social update really love being self employed. My life feels really different from others. They're all on this schedule and some of them work not to pursue dreams but to protect them from "unexpected issues". When in social places like the gym or mall just by myself it's like guys around me keep trying to prove themselves. They'll walk around like fools but my attitude is there is literally no where else to be and this seems like an idea that's hard for them to swallow in their minds. Even Asian women who are to me the most reserved and least sexual women are giving me attention and respond quite well when checking them out. Still confused about what's going on socially doing things is amazing and easy. Really expected more manifestation. It seems my attempts to approach is the only test to prove what exactly is happening. When my closes family members are near its easy to see how the sub is reflected off me maybe because of my emotional involvement can't wait for what's next. Will recap after this stage in a couple days. Honestly my personality feels like more of an AYP person the prettiest women online seems so boring like they are all trying to copy eachother and the uglier ones expect a bradd Pitt to msg them don't know if having expectations are good or bad anymore. Just want to be successful.
