04-11-2016, 11:22 PM
Stage 2 Day 13
Had a bit of alcohol, first time since 4 month. Feeling tired and had weird dreams:
I was with alot of old friends in a club. The mostly had their girlfriends with them and was drinking and taking drugs. Had not much fun and couldnt dance like them. And people stressed me and wanted to fight, but i was afraid even my friends said u have to stand and fight.
Felt somehow like i faked to be alpha and other wanted to see me being that, but it was all fake and people found out....
Its weird that i can remember it that vivid, normally i have problems to remember dreams.
Had a bit of alcohol, first time since 4 month. Feeling tired and had weird dreams:
I was with alot of old friends in a club. The mostly had their girlfriends with them and was drinking and taking drugs. Had not much fun and couldnt dance like them. And people stressed me and wanted to fight, but i was afraid even my friends said u have to stand and fight.
Felt somehow like i faked to be alpha and other wanted to see me being that, but it was all fake and people found out....
Its weird that i can remember it that vivid, normally i have problems to remember dreams.
