04-10-2016, 12:30 AM
Stage 2 Day 11
What a bad day, feeling absolutly down and depressed. Met my older brother for a family get together,
feeling he is superior, getting more trust from my family and he takes fast action and gets what he wants, even i know i probably have better life.
Also feeling i just procrastinate. Getting new job and home just to earn money and safe up. Its like the hamster wheel and in the end i just accepted the ebst offer i got from the few. Was applying to so many companies. Seems like they dont like my long time off for travelling, also i am afraid since my skillset (IT) actually sucks.
yeah so feeling pretty low, without hope, even i know im probably in the top 3% of people job and lifestyle wise in my country
What a bad day, feeling absolutly down and depressed. Met my older brother for a family get together,
feeling he is superior, getting more trust from my family and he takes fast action and gets what he wants, even i know i probably have better life.
Also feeling i just procrastinate. Getting new job and home just to earn money and safe up. Its like the hamster wheel and in the end i just accepted the ebst offer i got from the few. Was applying to so many companies. Seems like they dont like my long time off for travelling, also i am afraid since my skillset (IT) actually sucks.
yeah so feeling pretty low, without hope, even i know im probably in the top 3% of people job and lifestyle wise in my country
