Some massive shift has taken place. I claimed reality as my own and not as something superior to me, which is in line with AM6. This dissolved an massive shame and fear around eye contact. I still had some beliefs of how my eye contact was, being selfconscious instead of resting it. i can now free approach anyone I want, pick something that stands out and chat up just casually. This is an huge breakthrough. I realize more and mpore how former patterns are just ridiculous and not making sense at all. Every building, place, tree whatever is my reality and mine. its fucking beautiful.
Im ways its similar to when I ran ASC.
Also, the free approach has an massive boost now, almost like TylerRSD like in terms of abundance and approach.
Chatted up someone I know, I just walked up without second thought, he seemed startled, and was not familiar with how I am now. Went fluid and solid, no anxiety and what arose was released. No urgence to get out of the situation or anything, strong eye contact we shook hands and separated.
have lost my 11 days treak tho, i dont regret it and dont care.
Currently re-reading sigma shock and am willing to change my lifestyle in harmony with getting financial cfree and self-sufficient. Its dawning on me that the ratrace is an depedence game in that sense, if an "boss" fires you, then what? Again applying without mission, goals to end up back? hell no. Thats my current mindset. I might apply for an job but will have some side stuff going on, aware how I can be sucked into it. Learning field. presenting myself in confidence.
Serious with my mission now. Will set this all out and get an clarity. No time to waste. I see it as an job, an willing one now. Time is now and I have to make the best use of it. One is that of becoming free, independent, and working this currently out now. I have glimpses already, an deep resonation that goes beyond everything and hits me right in my core. Stabalizing myself even. Undeniable clear. I dawning on me aswell that no matter where I am, life is change, and this skill will be place-independent. As BD wrote in his book about leaving fruitless environment/area is something that speaks to me.
One of my visions/dreams is to be able to deal on an equal level, add my value to others yet being indepedent to choose. traveling will fall in this place, but its still my choice to add. No reason why it wouldnt be possible.
Another shift in terms of not needing women, feels liberating, freeing and rise in value.
On another note, I spend way to much, have to keep an eye on that. Last couple of days made me feel out of control. I feel different but can't pinpoint what exactly. More mature, composed, better selfimage? It huge but still can't lay my finger on it. haha
Im ways its similar to when I ran ASC.
Also, the free approach has an massive boost now, almost like TylerRSD like in terms of abundance and approach.
Chatted up someone I know, I just walked up without second thought, he seemed startled, and was not familiar with how I am now. Went fluid and solid, no anxiety and what arose was released. No urgence to get out of the situation or anything, strong eye contact we shook hands and separated.
have lost my 11 days treak tho, i dont regret it and dont care.
Currently re-reading sigma shock and am willing to change my lifestyle in harmony with getting financial cfree and self-sufficient. Its dawning on me that the ratrace is an depedence game in that sense, if an "boss" fires you, then what? Again applying without mission, goals to end up back? hell no. Thats my current mindset. I might apply for an job but will have some side stuff going on, aware how I can be sucked into it. Learning field. presenting myself in confidence.
Serious with my mission now. Will set this all out and get an clarity. No time to waste. I see it as an job, an willing one now. Time is now and I have to make the best use of it. One is that of becoming free, independent, and working this currently out now. I have glimpses already, an deep resonation that goes beyond everything and hits me right in my core. Stabalizing myself even. Undeniable clear. I dawning on me aswell that no matter where I am, life is change, and this skill will be place-independent. As BD wrote in his book about leaving fruitless environment/area is something that speaks to me.
One of my visions/dreams is to be able to deal on an equal level, add my value to others yet being indepedent to choose. traveling will fall in this place, but its still my choice to add. No reason why it wouldnt be possible.
Another shift in terms of not needing women, feels liberating, freeing and rise in value.
On another note, I spend way to much, have to keep an eye on that. Last couple of days made me feel out of control. I feel different but can't pinpoint what exactly. More mature, composed, better selfimage? It huge but still can't lay my finger on it. haha
The trials you encounter will introduce you to your strengths. - epictetus
