04-09-2016, 01:06 AM
(This post was last modified: 04-10-2016, 01:42 AM by JackOfHearts.)
Stage 2 Day 8:
I don't feel like reporting at all anymore.
Day 9:
I feels like my Ex sex friend is using a lot of fake profile to talk to me and then she stop the conversation. I think the girl on Tinder was her talking to me as she stopped talking just after inviting me to the beach without saying which beach it was. She can speak English easily so it could be only her. And she did it again today, out of nowhere a girl like me on the same dating site we first talked, she only have one picture and stopped talking again for no reason. I guess she regretted what she did when she ended our relationship. Her account is now deleted so I think it was a fake account, it may be her checking what I'm up to.
Either it's her, or a lot of half working manifestation, since the start SM3 I had a lot of them.
I was in a mall today and I cross path with a girl, she look a bit surprised, I didn't pay attention at first (it happens so often now). 20 minutes later I went to a perfume shop not far away. This girl followed me there, she came near me, it was obvious she was there for me.
And then her mom said from 15 meters away “it's behind you”, certainly the excuse she invented so she can be near me. So she was forced to go to the other part of the perfume shop.
I noticed something odd about my arousal, my dick , it seems the lasting longer is being programmed.
I also met again the girl that was super attracted to me when I was in a club, she works at a drugstore in town, I didn't talk with her but she certainly saw me.
Day 11:
So I went to a night club again. Pretty much the same reaction as last time. I don't have to do anything actually, I thought it was all in my stare, and cocky smile. While I was dancing I noticed a girl from far away checking me out, then does it again and slowly she start to come near me, then checking me out again, then a step further till she is near. It's almost boring because she wasn't my type, just bare minimum, I would fuck her if there was absolutely no effort to do it. There were a lot girls looking at me and checking me out tonight but none worth approaching or the girl was too shy or with their boyfriend. Some girl are pretty but there are not mature enough, I don't even want to look at their stupid childish behavior. I really enjoyed that night, it was fun to have the role reversed.
This girl that I talked about came to dance near me at least 3 time during the night even with her big timidity. At the end she stop near me when there were almost no one and then a lot of girls came near me. I could see her irritated, she was looking at the other girls with irritation, desperation too like it was impossible she could succeed. The other time she came to dance near me I went away because I didn't really want to dance there. She lacks determination if she would have been a little more straightforward and confident this would have been more fun.
It was funny to watch the role reversed though. I think it's the first time I see a Chinese girl so attracted to me, they are so timid, and this one was skinny, no smile on her face, can't dance properly, no ass. Just a nice face, a 7 I would say maybe a 7.5 max from other people scale.
There is also this pattern I noticed even in daylight, when there is a group of girls when one notice me she start talking about me with her friends, then they all stare at me together, they check me out, sometimes they laugh or smile. They are like a group of men noticing a beautiful women. Some of them do it more discreetly but it's still very obvious to me.
At the end I noticed one of my old friend from school sitting with a group of people, there were 4 chicks sat with him and another friend of mine that I didn't notice at first. So I talked to my first friend for like 2 minutes then I notice the girl sitting to my left in the group start to be curious about me. It was so obvious to me what she was trying to do. Exactly like a man noticing a beautiful women coming at his table, but more discreet. At first she only heard my voice and I think it's my voice which attracted her. She returned herself to look at me very discreetly, she did it a few times, erratically, not in a smooth way . After talking to my friend for 5 minutes I seat down next to my friend, in front of this girl interested, I was to her right so she was in front of me. Then I noticed the other friend, hold his hand (say hi). Then this women try to engage the conversation with me, told me I can eat if I want to (too much food on the table) Then she ask me my name (obviously she is interested). I will cut the story there but what happened was cock blocking , they went to dance while I was talking to this girl and she had to follow them.
It was interesting because it's not a friend that I talk a lot with, we were at school together but we weren't close friend, but the way I was very social and cool with this “old friend” attracted this girl to me. Before any sub I would have barely said hi to him, on AM6 I would have talk a little more but I wouldn't have been so cool, so smooth. I can say it's very smooth because he didn't had the time to ask me any question. I met another old friend a week days ago, a geek and the conversation was as smooth and enjoyable.
Before I went to the club I wasn't in a good mood, I listened to SM3 for 30 min and then I felt awesome, on top of the world. I think I'm going to listen each time I go out now, or when I feel down or upset.
A note on body language:
I found how we communicate that we submit, how we communicate that we feel inferior with body language. I first noticed it with my own body language while playing poker then I noticed my friends doing it when they thought they had a bad hand. I think it's universal, it's quiet useful because I noticed myself doing it from time to time when thinking about something or an event. The thing we do is that we scratch the back of our head, where the hair start to appear, the hair line at the back of our head, usually with our right hand. Sometimes it's a slight irritation we turn our head to the left and we slightly scratch our head with the index finger at the back of our head. Sometimes it's more obvious and we completely return our body to look back and we scratch that area. I noticed myself doing it once when talking to a teacher in a classroom. I think each movement we do unconsciously mean something, this one is really useful to know. I remember my cousin at poker bluffing and at the beginning when he looked at his hand it did the full movement, I was laughing badly inside and indeed at the end he had nothing.
PS: I like your signature Frosted
I don't feel like reporting at all anymore.
Day 9:
I feels like my Ex sex friend is using a lot of fake profile to talk to me and then she stop the conversation. I think the girl on Tinder was her talking to me as she stopped talking just after inviting me to the beach without saying which beach it was. She can speak English easily so it could be only her. And she did it again today, out of nowhere a girl like me on the same dating site we first talked, she only have one picture and stopped talking again for no reason. I guess she regretted what she did when she ended our relationship. Her account is now deleted so I think it was a fake account, it may be her checking what I'm up to.
Either it's her, or a lot of half working manifestation, since the start SM3 I had a lot of them.
I was in a mall today and I cross path with a girl, she look a bit surprised, I didn't pay attention at first (it happens so often now). 20 minutes later I went to a perfume shop not far away. This girl followed me there, she came near me, it was obvious she was there for me.
And then her mom said from 15 meters away “it's behind you”, certainly the excuse she invented so she can be near me. So she was forced to go to the other part of the perfume shop.
I noticed something odd about my arousal, my dick , it seems the lasting longer is being programmed.
I also met again the girl that was super attracted to me when I was in a club, she works at a drugstore in town, I didn't talk with her but she certainly saw me.
Day 11:
So I went to a night club again. Pretty much the same reaction as last time. I don't have to do anything actually, I thought it was all in my stare, and cocky smile. While I was dancing I noticed a girl from far away checking me out, then does it again and slowly she start to come near me, then checking me out again, then a step further till she is near. It's almost boring because she wasn't my type, just bare minimum, I would fuck her if there was absolutely no effort to do it. There were a lot girls looking at me and checking me out tonight but none worth approaching or the girl was too shy or with their boyfriend. Some girl are pretty but there are not mature enough, I don't even want to look at their stupid childish behavior. I really enjoyed that night, it was fun to have the role reversed.
This girl that I talked about came to dance near me at least 3 time during the night even with her big timidity. At the end she stop near me when there were almost no one and then a lot of girls came near me. I could see her irritated, she was looking at the other girls with irritation, desperation too like it was impossible she could succeed. The other time she came to dance near me I went away because I didn't really want to dance there. She lacks determination if she would have been a little more straightforward and confident this would have been more fun.
It was funny to watch the role reversed though. I think it's the first time I see a Chinese girl so attracted to me, they are so timid, and this one was skinny, no smile on her face, can't dance properly, no ass. Just a nice face, a 7 I would say maybe a 7.5 max from other people scale.
There is also this pattern I noticed even in daylight, when there is a group of girls when one notice me she start talking about me with her friends, then they all stare at me together, they check me out, sometimes they laugh or smile. They are like a group of men noticing a beautiful women. Some of them do it more discreetly but it's still very obvious to me.
At the end I noticed one of my old friend from school sitting with a group of people, there were 4 chicks sat with him and another friend of mine that I didn't notice at first. So I talked to my first friend for like 2 minutes then I notice the girl sitting to my left in the group start to be curious about me. It was so obvious to me what she was trying to do. Exactly like a man noticing a beautiful women coming at his table, but more discreet. At first she only heard my voice and I think it's my voice which attracted her. She returned herself to look at me very discreetly, she did it a few times, erratically, not in a smooth way . After talking to my friend for 5 minutes I seat down next to my friend, in front of this girl interested, I was to her right so she was in front of me. Then I noticed the other friend, hold his hand (say hi). Then this women try to engage the conversation with me, told me I can eat if I want to (too much food on the table) Then she ask me my name (obviously she is interested). I will cut the story there but what happened was cock blocking , they went to dance while I was talking to this girl and she had to follow them.
It was interesting because it's not a friend that I talk a lot with, we were at school together but we weren't close friend, but the way I was very social and cool with this “old friend” attracted this girl to me. Before any sub I would have barely said hi to him, on AM6 I would have talk a little more but I wouldn't have been so cool, so smooth. I can say it's very smooth because he didn't had the time to ask me any question. I met another old friend a week days ago, a geek and the conversation was as smooth and enjoyable.
Before I went to the club I wasn't in a good mood, I listened to SM3 for 30 min and then I felt awesome, on top of the world. I think I'm going to listen each time I go out now, or when I feel down or upset.
A note on body language:
I found how we communicate that we submit, how we communicate that we feel inferior with body language. I first noticed it with my own body language while playing poker then I noticed my friends doing it when they thought they had a bad hand. I think it's universal, it's quiet useful because I noticed myself doing it from time to time when thinking about something or an event. The thing we do is that we scratch the back of our head, where the hair start to appear, the hair line at the back of our head, usually with our right hand. Sometimes it's a slight irritation we turn our head to the left and we slightly scratch our head with the index finger at the back of our head. Sometimes it's more obvious and we completely return our body to look back and we scratch that area. I noticed myself doing it once when talking to a teacher in a classroom. I think each movement we do unconsciously mean something, this one is really useful to know. I remember my cousin at poker bluffing and at the beginning when he looked at his hand it did the full movement, I was laughing badly inside and indeed at the end he had nothing.
PS: I like your signature Frosted
