no fap day 10
stage 2 day 12
Shift in need of multiplde women in my life and fucking multiple women in my life. Vey outgoing and confident. Going to hit the gym again today, recognizing it and accepting it as an need.
Also not going to keep an routine today but letting AM kick in further, and act on it.
Im pretty much coming in contact with lots of women, why I was oblivious to this before, i dont know, has to be the sub opening myself up to this reality and forcing me to accept this reality. drowning in women, lol. have some depression and insecurities aswell as anxiety coming up. Some woman stared from afar at the gym, greeted another set, she smiled but was shy.
In an way I begin to love this anxiety and stuff coming up. Unsure why.
Getting an new haircut today, goal is aswell having numbers in my phone so I can hit up when traveling-not at home. Its clearly some fear around that.
my ears seem to be stuffed. Hope its not related to the ultrasonic.
stage 2 day 12
Shift in need of multiplde women in my life and fucking multiple women in my life. Vey outgoing and confident. Going to hit the gym again today, recognizing it and accepting it as an need.
Also not going to keep an routine today but letting AM kick in further, and act on it.
Im pretty much coming in contact with lots of women, why I was oblivious to this before, i dont know, has to be the sub opening myself up to this reality and forcing me to accept this reality. drowning in women, lol. have some depression and insecurities aswell as anxiety coming up. Some woman stared from afar at the gym, greeted another set, she smiled but was shy.
In an way I begin to love this anxiety and stuff coming up. Unsure why.
Getting an new haircut today, goal is aswell having numbers in my phone so I can hit up when traveling-not at home. Its clearly some fear around that.
my ears seem to be stuffed. Hope its not related to the ultrasonic.
The trials you encounter will introduce you to your strengths. - epictetus
