04-05-2016, 06:10 PM
@ArcticFox
Normally I do my best to be nice, but these last few years have been difficult. Don't no what happened there. That's where faking being nice comes from.
Ummm....I'm not expecting this to be easy.
I know what version 1 was like. I quit and did AF for a year. The resistance was much worse than EPRHA V1 so I know it isn't a cake walk. There is still resistance in EPRHA v2 but it isn't as bad. At least for now.
I know it's going to take time. I can impatient with myself at times which doesn't help. Yesterday was one of those days. I'm okay with taking my time figuring this out everyone else not so much.
I am talking a bit more and I'm not feeling guilty about being a quiet person. I don't have as much fear asking the bosses questions at work whether their in a good mood or not.
Still procrastinating on college. I made a couple of calls and everything is good to go just need to take the first step and apply. Yep the first step........only a few clicks away........Yep
Still not sure how to handle the family and close friends situation. It feels like everybody else wants it fixed in a day. Like if we have one conversation it will be fixed automatically.>_> Yeah shit like this doesn't happen over night. I'll have to find a away to explain this when the time comes.
I'm learning to forgive myself about what happened in the past when it comes to this situation. That's a first.
Normally I do my best to be nice, but these last few years have been difficult. Don't no what happened there. That's where faking being nice comes from.
Ummm....I'm not expecting this to be easy.
I know what version 1 was like. I quit and did AF for a year. The resistance was much worse than EPRHA V1 so I know it isn't a cake walk. There is still resistance in EPRHA v2 but it isn't as bad. At least for now.
I know it's going to take time. I can impatient with myself at times which doesn't help. Yesterday was one of those days. I'm okay with taking my time figuring this out everyone else not so much.
I am talking a bit more and I'm not feeling guilty about being a quiet person. I don't have as much fear asking the bosses questions at work whether their in a good mood or not.
Still procrastinating on college. I made a couple of calls and everything is good to go just need to take the first step and apply. Yep the first step........only a few clicks away........Yep
Still not sure how to handle the family and close friends situation. It feels like everybody else wants it fixed in a day. Like if we have one conversation it will be fixed automatically.>_> Yeah shit like this doesn't happen over night. I'll have to find a away to explain this when the time comes.
I'm learning to forgive myself about what happened in the past when it comes to this situation. That's a first.
