In ways women seem to respond somewhat more intense ( aura ) as this is just attraction, like an challenge, test or what not. My whole mind has shifted and seduction is pretty much occupying my mind, even if she isnt hot, seduce her still. whatever. Gives an open field yet I am the prize.
Sexual tension when women go all weird. The magnets seem to be less interesting now, and AM being solely of interest. I dont care at all at this point, and even if I do, acknowledging is the way to go. Supression ( like guys who hide their sexuality and come across as in congruent ) was my default way of existing before.
My attraction rises, my value goes up aswell. I feel myself growing each day.
Accept the tension, no matter what even if shaking in the presence just go. Its an confidence thing that shimmers beneath, tension is just an layer. get used to it and still go and get it. Expose as much and be as social as you can be while running this sub. Seductive language through being present, playing with ups and down in my voice, hand gestures, suggestive words, wonderfull.. Did that today and my therapist basically hung on my lips, state transferance took place probably. can work with that, enjoyed that. brought up aswell social proof and networking through the global social circle thats all around everyone. had moments of being just present with her, eye contact and all of that, getting more present gradually and other thoughts where just absent with what we were doing. kind of an escalation frame, without being in my head.
I notice this tension comes up when I see an attractive women, i feel beta as i write this, to acknowledge this. My mind is still foggy, but am finally getting through this observing of tension. Accept whatever surfaces and proceeed still. I was shaking in session but somehow managed to just kept going, not suhtting down but to go through with it, like an fire.
Asked some women just out of practice directions, was pretty much calm and held eye contact, she kept talking.
Other people seem to go somewhat timid and uneasy around me tho.
Some women are happy to be opened and spoken to. It all doesnt matter. Be out and about. I seem to rant lots aswell when writing.
The tension thing is an realisation, no need to get rid of it, amplify it. To be present. the IDGAF attitude comes from an playfull place and zen in an way, indifference to it all, instead of being all up in my head. To have no inferior thoughts and no pedestaling. Its just being life itself.
many people arent used to the social abundance. Doesnt matter aswell. Only more fun that way.
Sexual tension when women go all weird. The magnets seem to be less interesting now, and AM being solely of interest. I dont care at all at this point, and even if I do, acknowledging is the way to go. Supression ( like guys who hide their sexuality and come across as in congruent ) was my default way of existing before.
My attraction rises, my value goes up aswell. I feel myself growing each day.
Accept the tension, no matter what even if shaking in the presence just go. Its an confidence thing that shimmers beneath, tension is just an layer. get used to it and still go and get it. Expose as much and be as social as you can be while running this sub. Seductive language through being present, playing with ups and down in my voice, hand gestures, suggestive words, wonderfull.. Did that today and my therapist basically hung on my lips, state transferance took place probably. can work with that, enjoyed that. brought up aswell social proof and networking through the global social circle thats all around everyone. had moments of being just present with her, eye contact and all of that, getting more present gradually and other thoughts where just absent with what we were doing. kind of an escalation frame, without being in my head.
I notice this tension comes up when I see an attractive women, i feel beta as i write this, to acknowledge this. My mind is still foggy, but am finally getting through this observing of tension. Accept whatever surfaces and proceeed still. I was shaking in session but somehow managed to just kept going, not suhtting down but to go through with it, like an fire.
Asked some women just out of practice directions, was pretty much calm and held eye contact, she kept talking.
Other people seem to go somewhat timid and uneasy around me tho.
Some women are happy to be opened and spoken to. It all doesnt matter. Be out and about. I seem to rant lots aswell when writing.
The tension thing is an realisation, no need to get rid of it, amplify it. To be present. the IDGAF attitude comes from an playfull place and zen in an way, indifference to it all, instead of being all up in my head. To have no inferior thoughts and no pedestaling. Its just being life itself.
many people arent used to the social abundance. Doesnt matter aswell. Only more fun that way.
The trials you encounter will introduce you to your strengths. - epictetus
