day 3 stage 2
Had lots of dreams and woke up several times last night. Not a clue what I dreamed about but I know it were many.
Im at the brink of an breakthrough, the whole stage 2 has already brought multiple breakthroughs.
Watched some videos of Vince Kelvin and the guy is an machine. He showed how it doesnt mean a thing and displayed high energy, playfull seduction with whoever came in eye sight lol. Bit like Owen but on steroids and highly inspirational.
I can open on an dime, when I walk in an building, I can direct manage and console the environment. I have purpose. I was of the hook yesterday as i walked in, no tension, anxiety or whatnot, straight for the kill. I have no issues with showing disinterest and see people try to qualify that way. IDGAF at all. I have expectations in other people aswell. Like, it annoys me somehow. Totally relaxed aswell but embracing the thrill is another.
Still, im getting self conscious at times, and my mind goes all foggy. The term approach sets some sort of dysfunctional frame and causes an massive mindfuck. Need to ditch that, its way to mechanical or something. IDK. My mind shuts off when it happens, causing all kinds of stuff to surface, something to work on and to burn down.
Strong IDGAF attitude, more aggressive present this stage.
Getting aware of some subconscious shit that I seem to bring out in an way, with eye contact and stuff, to needy and even shoot down desperation when it surfaces or what i perceive as so. My attitude towards girls gets more harsh aswell and theyre nothing special. Some even turn of and arent that hot at all, getting aware of slightests things aswell as an more notice of feminine energy around girls, its worlds apart, like being somewhat tuned in this new reality.
Bitchyness of women when they show some fire actually turns me on. By embracing this it gives new possibilities. I remain unfazed, laugh, and heat up the tension.
My mindset has pretty muhc shifted in "it just doesnt matter" and its great, comiong from an place of fun. I have still tension coming up but notice i supress it somehow, its transformative to embrace it and let it go. It leads to being unstoppable. When hesitating, go even crazier, and beng 26 is basically my prime, lol.
Had lots of dreams and woke up several times last night. Not a clue what I dreamed about but I know it were many.
Im at the brink of an breakthrough, the whole stage 2 has already brought multiple breakthroughs.
Watched some videos of Vince Kelvin and the guy is an machine. He showed how it doesnt mean a thing and displayed high energy, playfull seduction with whoever came in eye sight lol. Bit like Owen but on steroids and highly inspirational.
I can open on an dime, when I walk in an building, I can direct manage and console the environment. I have purpose. I was of the hook yesterday as i walked in, no tension, anxiety or whatnot, straight for the kill. I have no issues with showing disinterest and see people try to qualify that way. IDGAF at all. I have expectations in other people aswell. Like, it annoys me somehow. Totally relaxed aswell but embracing the thrill is another.
Still, im getting self conscious at times, and my mind goes all foggy. The term approach sets some sort of dysfunctional frame and causes an massive mindfuck. Need to ditch that, its way to mechanical or something. IDK. My mind shuts off when it happens, causing all kinds of stuff to surface, something to work on and to burn down.
Strong IDGAF attitude, more aggressive present this stage.
Getting aware of some subconscious shit that I seem to bring out in an way, with eye contact and stuff, to needy and even shoot down desperation when it surfaces or what i perceive as so. My attitude towards girls gets more harsh aswell and theyre nothing special. Some even turn of and arent that hot at all, getting aware of slightests things aswell as an more notice of feminine energy around girls, its worlds apart, like being somewhat tuned in this new reality.
Bitchyness of women when they show some fire actually turns me on. By embracing this it gives new possibilities. I remain unfazed, laugh, and heat up the tension.
My mindset has pretty muhc shifted in "it just doesnt matter" and its great, comiong from an place of fun. I have still tension coming up but notice i supress it somehow, its transformative to embrace it and let it go. It leads to being unstoppable. When hesitating, go even crazier, and beng 26 is basically my prime, lol.
The trials you encounter will introduce you to your strengths. - epictetus
