stage 1 day 32
Did spend the weekend with my parents. Had lots of garbage surface again which made me very confused. IM taking the lead way more and people follow me, stop talking to hear me out. can connecdt with people more easy but my mind seems to resist free approach still at times causing me to revert to old patterns while I am aware about the many experiences I had in warm and cold approach. I just open in that manner. It doesnt matter. Some strong old programming is still taking me somewhat hold.
Im feeling an love for humanity which makes the shells fall of basically and causes me to penetrate beyond what is presented, hotness and what not. I still do flinch but am getting used to how I am more passing beyond that. Im seeing flaws in people more obvious, Im getting even more aware of how fake people are and how their actions are having an sort of stench to it, its all so fake. Physical, people can look whatever they look, they can still be beta as fuck. It shows. Im also getting more in tune with the characters of people and girls. She can be hot but her character can be an turn off instantly.
Had 2 kids that made prolonged eye contact and blatantly kept at it, trying to intimidate me or something. Interesting how some kids can hold it so long, it also happenes with kids coming from an certain kind of people. maybe its how their raised in their culture or something.
Had some polish people when driving which caused me to shift in this love frame and total acceptance. I dont know whats up with that but Ill take it. It clicked as to how it doesnt matter and how their is an billion circle of social proof.
dressing is important, hygiëne is. I see mostly guys around here with blazers who are dressed above avarage with hot girls. One can turn it around as he wants to, dressing is still an point in this and an reality no matter what the ideals and opinions are. Besides that, dressing high value boosts confidence, even if it is external. The environment also draws to my attention, being familiar, social proof, having skills and what not. Some places are just fruitless. Its me and beyond me. Women do have standards aswell, especially with all those orbiters and what not.
Today is last day of stage 1.
Did spend the weekend with my parents. Had lots of garbage surface again which made me very confused. IM taking the lead way more and people follow me, stop talking to hear me out. can connecdt with people more easy but my mind seems to resist free approach still at times causing me to revert to old patterns while I am aware about the many experiences I had in warm and cold approach. I just open in that manner. It doesnt matter. Some strong old programming is still taking me somewhat hold.
Im feeling an love for humanity which makes the shells fall of basically and causes me to penetrate beyond what is presented, hotness and what not. I still do flinch but am getting used to how I am more passing beyond that. Im seeing flaws in people more obvious, Im getting even more aware of how fake people are and how their actions are having an sort of stench to it, its all so fake. Physical, people can look whatever they look, they can still be beta as fuck. It shows. Im also getting more in tune with the characters of people and girls. She can be hot but her character can be an turn off instantly.
Had 2 kids that made prolonged eye contact and blatantly kept at it, trying to intimidate me or something. Interesting how some kids can hold it so long, it also happenes with kids coming from an certain kind of people. maybe its how their raised in their culture or something.
Had some polish people when driving which caused me to shift in this love frame and total acceptance. I dont know whats up with that but Ill take it. It clicked as to how it doesnt matter and how their is an billion circle of social proof.
dressing is important, hygiëne is. I see mostly guys around here with blazers who are dressed above avarage with hot girls. One can turn it around as he wants to, dressing is still an point in this and an reality no matter what the ideals and opinions are. Besides that, dressing high value boosts confidence, even if it is external. The environment also draws to my attention, being familiar, social proof, having skills and what not. Some places are just fruitless. Its me and beyond me. Women do have standards aswell, especially with all those orbiters and what not.
Today is last day of stage 1.
The trials you encounter will introduce you to your strengths. - epictetus
