03-26-2016, 03:42 PM
Summary http://subliminal-talk.com/thread-7145-p...l#pid97923
Continuously listened to the following without a break.
31 days OGSF 4G http://www.subliminal-shop.com/product/o...-and-fear/
5 days OF 5G http://www.subliminal-shop.com/product/o...g-fear-5g/
32 days OGSF 5G http://www.subliminal-shop.com/product/o...d-fear-5g/
Day 20 listening to EHPRA 2.0 http://www.subliminal-shop.com/product/e...g-aid-2-0/
Driving
Many years ago, I was in the left turning lane and passed out after I made my turn. Ended up in the hospital and since then I've had a fear of getting into a left turning lane. I'd go the longer way to my destination, trying to make all right turns or I'd make a right turn then a u-turn where traffic was minimal and head the correct direction. Another thing that bothered me was guardrails.
Now I'm making turns in the left lanes at a traffic light and I drive past guardrails as if they were invisible. The other day on my way to my bi-weekly allergy shot, I usually dread going past a two mile stretch of guardrails that are on a curved part of the road... this week after I got to the Doctor's office I realized I didn't even notice the guardrails!!
My Mom
My Mom over the years has put aside whatever she does for my Grandmother (her Mom). For example... my Mom would sit down for dinner and if my Grandmother asked her to get her a cup of water and bring her a blanket, my Mom would stop eating, do as my Grandmother asked and return to a cold dinner.
Yesterday, my Mom told me that she doesn't care what my Grandmother wants, my Mom has decided to do as she pleases. My Grandmother asked her to do something and my Mom pretended not to hear her request. Because my Mom is blind, her hearing is super sensitive, she heard my Grandmother's request.
Work
I decided I was going to play Overcome Procrastination http://www.subliminal-shop.com/product/o...stination/ in the isolated room where I work with my team. Since the last time I wrote, management has disbanded my team and we are now working separately.
Overall
I went from trying to make others satisfied, like getting the job done so they can have some "me time". Now I leave them work to do, when they complained. I pointed out their flaws, in front of them and management. I know every job in my workplace and I do them all very well. Other's over the years only do the jobs they liked. Management has been lax with cross training.
I was codependent with friendships that were toxic. In the past when I voiced my displeasure, their response was "4Kingdoms, you expect too much." After thinking about that statement over and over. Instead of saying (You're right, I expect too much) I said to myself (Why not? There's nothing wrong with that!) Whether or not my friends understand, I say hello and keep them at an arm's distance.
Journaling
My desire to keep posting my progress has waned. I almost feel like, if you really want to know what I'm experiencing... then listen to EHPRA 2.0 for yourself. I sincerely mean that...
Continuously listened to the following without a break.
31 days OGSF 4G http://www.subliminal-shop.com/product/o...-and-fear/
5 days OF 5G http://www.subliminal-shop.com/product/o...g-fear-5g/
32 days OGSF 5G http://www.subliminal-shop.com/product/o...d-fear-5g/
Day 20 listening to EHPRA 2.0 http://www.subliminal-shop.com/product/e...g-aid-2-0/
Driving
Many years ago, I was in the left turning lane and passed out after I made my turn. Ended up in the hospital and since then I've had a fear of getting into a left turning lane. I'd go the longer way to my destination, trying to make all right turns or I'd make a right turn then a u-turn where traffic was minimal and head the correct direction. Another thing that bothered me was guardrails.
Now I'm making turns in the left lanes at a traffic light and I drive past guardrails as if they were invisible. The other day on my way to my bi-weekly allergy shot, I usually dread going past a two mile stretch of guardrails that are on a curved part of the road... this week after I got to the Doctor's office I realized I didn't even notice the guardrails!!
My Mom
My Mom over the years has put aside whatever she does for my Grandmother (her Mom). For example... my Mom would sit down for dinner and if my Grandmother asked her to get her a cup of water and bring her a blanket, my Mom would stop eating, do as my Grandmother asked and return to a cold dinner.
Yesterday, my Mom told me that she doesn't care what my Grandmother wants, my Mom has decided to do as she pleases. My Grandmother asked her to do something and my Mom pretended not to hear her request. Because my Mom is blind, her hearing is super sensitive, she heard my Grandmother's request.
Work
I decided I was going to play Overcome Procrastination http://www.subliminal-shop.com/product/o...stination/ in the isolated room where I work with my team. Since the last time I wrote, management has disbanded my team and we are now working separately.
Overall
I went from trying to make others satisfied, like getting the job done so they can have some "me time". Now I leave them work to do, when they complained. I pointed out their flaws, in front of them and management. I know every job in my workplace and I do them all very well. Other's over the years only do the jobs they liked. Management has been lax with cross training.
I was codependent with friendships that were toxic. In the past when I voiced my displeasure, their response was "4Kingdoms, you expect too much." After thinking about that statement over and over. Instead of saying (You're right, I expect too much) I said to myself (Why not? There's nothing wrong with that!) Whether or not my friends understand, I say hello and keep them at an arm's distance.
Journaling
My desire to keep posting my progress has waned. I almost feel like, if you really want to know what I'm experiencing... then listen to EHPRA 2.0 for yourself. I sincerely mean that...
INTP-A
When you imagine something vividly... your subconscious will bring it into reality.
When you imagine something vividly... your subconscious will bring it into reality.
