03-25-2016, 07:16 PM
(This post was last modified: 03-25-2016, 07:34 PM by Why So Serious?.)
@Shannon
I'm trying to be patient. It isn't easy.
Woke up in the middle of the night and remembered when I went to exercise class how a one of the guy's couldn't stop staring at my butt. I thought it was funny at the time but now it bothers me so much. I know It doesn't make sense, still can't shake this feeling. A part of me is like I can't help that it's big.
Today at work I was having a conversation with the people I work. Weird...... I'm not very talkative, a group conversation on top that. When I do talk it's usually one on one, never more than that. I get drowned out easily so I avoid it. Then they said that I should hang out with them sometime. Of course I blushed and looked away.
I'm kind of confused like did I make friends(don't usually make them that fast).lol I was starting to enjoy my own company too. Gosh Darn-it I should rephrase that. I have had people tell me that were friends,were cool, whatever. It takes me a long ass time to warm up to people though.
Starting to talk to folks without being nervous and now I can to the store without a whole lot of anxiety. Not to worried about what people think about me, and I don't think too negativly about other people. It's not completely gone but it's getting better.
I'm trying to be patient. It isn't easy.
Woke up in the middle of the night and remembered when I went to exercise class how a one of the guy's couldn't stop staring at my butt. I thought it was funny at the time but now it bothers me so much. I know It doesn't make sense, still can't shake this feeling. A part of me is like I can't help that it's big.
Today at work I was having a conversation with the people I work. Weird...... I'm not very talkative, a group conversation on top that. When I do talk it's usually one on one, never more than that. I get drowned out easily so I avoid it. Then they said that I should hang out with them sometime. Of course I blushed and looked away.
I'm kind of confused like did I make friends(don't usually make them that fast).lol I was starting to enjoy my own company too. Gosh Darn-it I should rephrase that. I have had people tell me that were friends,were cool, whatever. It takes me a long ass time to warm up to people though.
Starting to talk to folks without being nervous and now I can to the store without a whole lot of anxiety. Not to worried about what people think about me, and I don't think too negativly about other people. It's not completely gone but it's getting better.
