03-23-2016, 01:40 AM
So either I am getting fed up with peoples bs attitudes or people have been trying to push my buttons and test me. It could be both actually.
There have been quite a few instances where people have tried to dominate or plain make me submissive. I notice this more than I used to, I guess at one point this became normal for me and my normal reaction would have been to get angry inside while not showing it.
This has been a huge block for me in the past so it might be the ASC/universe's way of getting me to deal with this issue by manifesting more of it and harsher. In the past this would have completely broken me and pushed me back into an empty shell of a being, but now I feel that I am almost ready to tackle this head on, aka tell people to go fuck themselves when they push my boundaries too hard or make them feel worse.
There have been quite a few instances where people have tried to dominate or plain make me submissive. I notice this more than I used to, I guess at one point this became normal for me and my normal reaction would have been to get angry inside while not showing it.
This has been a huge block for me in the past so it might be the ASC/universe's way of getting me to deal with this issue by manifesting more of it and harsher. In the past this would have completely broken me and pushed me back into an empty shell of a being, but now I feel that I am almost ready to tackle this head on, aka tell people to go fuck themselves when they push my boundaries too hard or make them feel worse.
