03-22-2016, 08:38 AM
Stage 1 Day 23:
I went out with a friend today. And I did notice more looks again. I thought I had more looks yesterday because I was in a nightclub. But today I had the same attention from women in town. A lot of women look at me, if there is a table with 4 women next to me there is a least one looking at me, and often the other next to her do the same afterward. Even men were looking at me. Cougar look at me a lot, women in their 30 too. Until now I didn't receive any hate what so ever from anyone. I was expecting some problems with some people but until now nothing quiet the opposite.
If stage 1 is so amazing I'm wondering what's going to happen in the next stage, I feel like I'm a magnet already. I even feel like it will be annoying if girls look at me all the times. But until now It's fun.
Day 24:
I went to my date with this girl I met online and It was boring. And now I understand why since I have her birth time. She has some nasty problem with her dating life, I would say it's a woman that is afraid of dating, marriage, the opposite sex. It's no wonder she didn't behave well when I initiated touching, and being close to her. It's the first time I went to a date and I didn't kiss the girl, she didn't let me and she avoid it. Even the second time I didn't had any occasion. When I talked about some sexual topic and dating conversation she avoid it or she went into her complaining attitude like the world is against her and that she met only wrong men. On the second date she didn't talk much, she didn't made a lot of efforts.
I won't text her again unless she do some efforts. I was very disappointed by her. The first date went very well, the second was a nightmare. She is sabotaging herself I think.
Day 26:
I went out again as I can't stay home long. I went to a perfume shop that I don't go often. It was a new women working there, she is 23 year old I think.
So she approached me, and asked me if I need help. I told her “no I'm just looking around, but if you have any advice I would be interested” My tone of voice was very relax, smooth and sexy. After I said that she went all crazy, she laughed like a crazy girl like what I said was very funny. I think it's the first time I see a girl laughing so much for nothing. During our conversation she laugh a lot too and I didn't say any joke, everything was about normal perfume conversation. Her behavior was very needy to say the least. She was able to talk though, she didn't hold eyes contact for long. She was touching her hair a lot at the beginning.
But her laughter was so off and not inappropriate that I was wondering what the senior woman was thinking behind the counter. She was a decent girl though, around 7. Her make up wasn't ugly.
It seems my taste since doing SM3 went up a bit. I see much more that the women around me are weak, sensitive and that they need someone like me. My ability to stay confident, cocky is higher too. I have this little cocky smile. It's basically the SM3 description that I'm living. My standard for women is higher, but I'm so horny that I would f** everything that comes near me. But since last week I learn to control that horny attitude. I don't need to add that a lot of women looked at me today also, I'm getting used to it, I expect women to react this way now.
I went out with a friend today. And I did notice more looks again. I thought I had more looks yesterday because I was in a nightclub. But today I had the same attention from women in town. A lot of women look at me, if there is a table with 4 women next to me there is a least one looking at me, and often the other next to her do the same afterward. Even men were looking at me. Cougar look at me a lot, women in their 30 too. Until now I didn't receive any hate what so ever from anyone. I was expecting some problems with some people but until now nothing quiet the opposite.
If stage 1 is so amazing I'm wondering what's going to happen in the next stage, I feel like I'm a magnet already. I even feel like it will be annoying if girls look at me all the times. But until now It's fun.
Day 24:
I went to my date with this girl I met online and It was boring. And now I understand why since I have her birth time. She has some nasty problem with her dating life, I would say it's a woman that is afraid of dating, marriage, the opposite sex. It's no wonder she didn't behave well when I initiated touching, and being close to her. It's the first time I went to a date and I didn't kiss the girl, she didn't let me and she avoid it. Even the second time I didn't had any occasion. When I talked about some sexual topic and dating conversation she avoid it or she went into her complaining attitude like the world is against her and that she met only wrong men. On the second date she didn't talk much, she didn't made a lot of efforts.
I won't text her again unless she do some efforts. I was very disappointed by her. The first date went very well, the second was a nightmare. She is sabotaging herself I think.
Day 26:
I went out again as I can't stay home long. I went to a perfume shop that I don't go often. It was a new women working there, she is 23 year old I think.
So she approached me, and asked me if I need help. I told her “no I'm just looking around, but if you have any advice I would be interested” My tone of voice was very relax, smooth and sexy. After I said that she went all crazy, she laughed like a crazy girl like what I said was very funny. I think it's the first time I see a girl laughing so much for nothing. During our conversation she laugh a lot too and I didn't say any joke, everything was about normal perfume conversation. Her behavior was very needy to say the least. She was able to talk though, she didn't hold eyes contact for long. She was touching her hair a lot at the beginning.
But her laughter was so off and not inappropriate that I was wondering what the senior woman was thinking behind the counter. She was a decent girl though, around 7. Her make up wasn't ugly.
It seems my taste since doing SM3 went up a bit. I see much more that the women around me are weak, sensitive and that they need someone like me. My ability to stay confident, cocky is higher too. I have this little cocky smile. It's basically the SM3 description that I'm living. My standard for women is higher, but I'm so horny that I would f** everything that comes near me. But since last week I learn to control that horny attitude. I don't need to add that a lot of women looked at me today also, I'm getting used to it, I expect women to react this way now.
