03-18-2016, 11:29 AM
Last few days have been odd... Being too social and getting too emotionally invested in a group seems to push me out of groundedness and I don't like that. Brings out too much of the feminine side. I'm not too sure how to explain it, it's like getting carried away and too excited.
Shit like this makes me want to run AM instead of EPRHA2.0 next. I have never really been that much of a strong masculine guy in my life, however after the long OF run and the current ASC, this has started to slowly change and I like that, being grounded feels incredibly powerful when compared to being the so called "social butterfly".
Running ASC to me seems like a horse trying to pull 10 carriages, horse being ASC and carriages being the deep stuff that doesn't align with the goal of ASC. So now I got a few options, keep whipping that horse (stay on ASC), start removing the carriages (EPRHA 2.0), or do both at the same time (AM6) and currently I think it would be best to remove a few carriages before I get that horse moving again.
Shit like this makes me want to run AM instead of EPRHA2.0 next. I have never really been that much of a strong masculine guy in my life, however after the long OF run and the current ASC, this has started to slowly change and I like that, being grounded feels incredibly powerful when compared to being the so called "social butterfly".
Running ASC to me seems like a horse trying to pull 10 carriages, horse being ASC and carriages being the deep stuff that doesn't align with the goal of ASC. So now I got a few options, keep whipping that horse (stay on ASC), start removing the carriages (EPRHA 2.0), or do both at the same time (AM6) and currently I think it would be best to remove a few carriages before I get that horse moving again.
