day 23 stage 1
I experience more and more bliss moments and disconnect from negativity. More and more being in an indifference/doesnt matter state. Stripping off layers and passing beyond them, something I struggled lots with and having an "aha" moment. Confidence plays an big role and being confident with girls is something great. Being all teasy and stuff.
Having visions pop up ( manifestation? ) of 19 y/o girls and its making me horny. Im more harsh in my attitude and thoughts, almost rambo/jungle like.
Im feeling pretty awesome but the last couple of days were many ups and downs. Im incorporating low carb, high fat/proteins in my nutrition and it makes an big difference in my overal state and how I feel. Chatted up with some people yesterday and was fully calm in the moment. No thinking, just flowing and realizing how it is inner state that makes lots of differences. Unstoppable and abundant.
Im all for self development. To be out of my head and developing skills. Money and business is cut out for me, I resonate very strong with it. Im feeling very helpfull right now aswell but feel calm aswell. Its amazing.
I am developing insight in the alpha stuff. How people speak, their body language and what not. people can do stuff and reduce their value in my eyes. Im developing an sort of disinterest in women, more like being balanced instead of needy and putting them on an pedestal, with me as the prize and slightly higher.
I also embraced "love". I realised that by owning it up and being honest is way more alpha then just being "though guy" and pushing it away. Taking responsibility.
I have lots of dreams but cant remember them.
Start and setting the vibe of the day differs worlds. By having priorities straight and being productive in the morning shapes my day basically. Having all what needs to be done, done, otherwise, the day turns to dust. Sticking to it, instead letting the day go to waste. nurtition plays an role in this aswell.
I keep out and cut out what i dont see fit. This is my attitude right now. Step up the damn plate. Im selective. To not being stuck but to move the fuck on.
Feel an shift going on. AM breakingthrough ruthlessly.
Looking back at my journal, and holy sh!t. yeah, move on is definitely the tone set for today. IDC.
I experience more and more bliss moments and disconnect from negativity. More and more being in an indifference/doesnt matter state. Stripping off layers and passing beyond them, something I struggled lots with and having an "aha" moment. Confidence plays an big role and being confident with girls is something great. Being all teasy and stuff.
Having visions pop up ( manifestation? ) of 19 y/o girls and its making me horny. Im more harsh in my attitude and thoughts, almost rambo/jungle like.
Im feeling pretty awesome but the last couple of days were many ups and downs. Im incorporating low carb, high fat/proteins in my nutrition and it makes an big difference in my overal state and how I feel. Chatted up with some people yesterday and was fully calm in the moment. No thinking, just flowing and realizing how it is inner state that makes lots of differences. Unstoppable and abundant.
Im all for self development. To be out of my head and developing skills. Money and business is cut out for me, I resonate very strong with it. Im feeling very helpfull right now aswell but feel calm aswell. Its amazing.
I am developing insight in the alpha stuff. How people speak, their body language and what not. people can do stuff and reduce their value in my eyes. Im developing an sort of disinterest in women, more like being balanced instead of needy and putting them on an pedestal, with me as the prize and slightly higher.
I also embraced "love". I realised that by owning it up and being honest is way more alpha then just being "though guy" and pushing it away. Taking responsibility.
I have lots of dreams but cant remember them.
Start and setting the vibe of the day differs worlds. By having priorities straight and being productive in the morning shapes my day basically. Having all what needs to be done, done, otherwise, the day turns to dust. Sticking to it, instead letting the day go to waste. nurtition plays an role in this aswell.
I keep out and cut out what i dont see fit. This is my attitude right now. Step up the damn plate. Im selective. To not being stuck but to move the fuck on.
Feel an shift going on. AM breakingthrough ruthlessly.
Looking back at my journal, and holy sh!t. yeah, move on is definitely the tone set for today. IDC.
The trials you encounter will introduce you to your strengths. - epictetus
