Shannon's Journal Discussion

[Life]

I noticed that when SM overlaps the AM programming. You sort of bulldoze emotional boundaries. Like if you've been borrowing money from a friend and vice versa for a while, there's been trust established. Then all of a sudden your friend denies you. It's like what happened. Then u use social dominance to express yourself and relieve your friend of any fear. You're not really respecting the friends choice but using prescence to change their mind. Bulldozing. Some might say this was alpha id rather be in a situation when I'm self sustaining. I'm committing to use AM once a year five more times consistently. I was wondering if someone can answer me do you feel more successful with the magnets when there's less AM behaviour? Shannon refers to it as life being all about sex and AM is necessary to achieve a balance I would like to think that balance gives the most self pleasure in life and sex with women