day 16 stage 1
Reading Milionaire fastlane and feel something is set in motion,. Im pretty angry with all of this and it feels like whining. IDGAF at all and am in conflict. Watched chronicles of riddick yesterday and when the women tried to seduce him it was met with anger. It was so...childish, annoying, like some flame ignites in me. made me also realize about the firend remark in the movie. My old self would qonder why riddick is like that, current person is seeing options everywhere,
Im selective currently and people involve themselves in time wasting. Im pretty direct and strict on that. Just, leave me the fuck alone yet also want to go out.
Im feeling annoyed in general and move on towards an new reality in all of this. IKts pretty clear the sub is working. reviewing guilt shame and fear again and recognize some old patterns. AM sheds some light on this. Like, somewhat am to an extent saving feelings to those close to me, yet this might shift aswell as Im getting more annoyed by their low value display. Its like this realisation fo how futile and insane it is. Changes are thus happening in terms of this, and will cross this soon. Many things are normal, like people coming into my life. Its what it is. An deservedness inside and might run AM for an second time just to get this stuff eventually fully ingrained.
Im more direct. It has to be done now, grounding myself even, taking direct control. direct go-getting. Im somewhat anti-social right now, blunt, bold, slightly lashy. I also notice when Im out, its all belongs to me. business buildings and all. My world. My reality.
Dont die with regrets. Ringing more true then ever.
Reading Milionaire fastlane and feel something is set in motion,. Im pretty angry with all of this and it feels like whining. IDGAF at all and am in conflict. Watched chronicles of riddick yesterday and when the women tried to seduce him it was met with anger. It was so...childish, annoying, like some flame ignites in me. made me also realize about the firend remark in the movie. My old self would qonder why riddick is like that, current person is seeing options everywhere,
Im selective currently and people involve themselves in time wasting. Im pretty direct and strict on that. Just, leave me the fuck alone yet also want to go out.
Im feeling annoyed in general and move on towards an new reality in all of this. IKts pretty clear the sub is working. reviewing guilt shame and fear again and recognize some old patterns. AM sheds some light on this. Like, somewhat am to an extent saving feelings to those close to me, yet this might shift aswell as Im getting more annoyed by their low value display. Its like this realisation fo how futile and insane it is. Changes are thus happening in terms of this, and will cross this soon. Many things are normal, like people coming into my life. Its what it is. An deservedness inside and might run AM for an second time just to get this stuff eventually fully ingrained.
Im more direct. It has to be done now, grounding myself even, taking direct control. direct go-getting. Im somewhat anti-social right now, blunt, bold, slightly lashy. I also notice when Im out, its all belongs to me. business buildings and all. My world. My reality.
Dont die with regrets. Ringing more true then ever.
The trials you encounter will introduce you to your strengths. - epictetus
