03-11-2016, 12:02 AM
Day 5 listening to EHPRA 2.0
If I am going through changes, I hardly notice them, could it be?? The Naturalizer: Allows the changes taking place to be accepted much more readily, and proceed naturally so that the change is as easy as possible.
Work
Overtime at my workplace is out of control. I really don't have time to post. And I may be too tired to notice the changes that EHPRA 2.0 is doing to me.
My team is split when we do our overtime, it means the guy that I've been driving home will have to take public transportation home when he get's off from work. The old me would have gone out of my way to pick him up and take him home. Now, I don't feel any guilt or shame about not going out of my way to help him. I'm okay with living my life.
Driving My Car
I went from deliberately going the long way around to avoid making left turns and traffic to taking the shortest route possible without thinking about it. Like the car is driving itself on autopilot.
Real Life Women
In real life I've dated pretty girls. I'm only sharing this part because my dream won't make sense when you read it. As you know, a girl can be pretty and overweight. I've had some ask me to have sex and I've turned them down. I know... shallow.
Dreams
Fear of sleeping with pretty overweight women??
Lately, the only dreams I am able to remember are with Overweight pretty women I work with. I don't care if she's single, married, in a relationship. The dreams are starting out that I'm at work, so it feels real.
Then it's like a tv show. Opening scene: Chatting it up at work, just a normal day. Cut to commercial: except there is no commercial it just switches to the next scene.
Scene two: Kissing passionately, heavy breathing, no talking. Clothes slowly coming off and then I'm having sex with my pretty overweight female coworker!! And it's a long intense dream.
Back to real life
I'm enjoying the dreams so much, I'm looking at pretty overweight women in another light. As for my coworkers, I am reluctant to share my dreams with them (sexual harassment) Now, I'm not going to ask any of my pretty overweight female coworkers to have sex with me. However, I may be open to having sex in the future with a pretty overweight woman if she asks me to have sex with her.
If I am going through changes, I hardly notice them, could it be?? The Naturalizer: Allows the changes taking place to be accepted much more readily, and proceed naturally so that the change is as easy as possible.
Work
Overtime at my workplace is out of control. I really don't have time to post. And I may be too tired to notice the changes that EHPRA 2.0 is doing to me.
My team is split when we do our overtime, it means the guy that I've been driving home will have to take public transportation home when he get's off from work. The old me would have gone out of my way to pick him up and take him home. Now, I don't feel any guilt or shame about not going out of my way to help him. I'm okay with living my life.
Driving My Car
I went from deliberately going the long way around to avoid making left turns and traffic to taking the shortest route possible without thinking about it. Like the car is driving itself on autopilot.
Real Life Women
In real life I've dated pretty girls. I'm only sharing this part because my dream won't make sense when you read it. As you know, a girl can be pretty and overweight. I've had some ask me to have sex and I've turned them down. I know... shallow.
Dreams
Fear of sleeping with pretty overweight women??
Lately, the only dreams I am able to remember are with Overweight pretty women I work with. I don't care if she's single, married, in a relationship. The dreams are starting out that I'm at work, so it feels real.
Then it's like a tv show. Opening scene: Chatting it up at work, just a normal day. Cut to commercial: except there is no commercial it just switches to the next scene.
Scene two: Kissing passionately, heavy breathing, no talking. Clothes slowly coming off and then I'm having sex with my pretty overweight female coworker!! And it's a long intense dream.
Back to real life
I'm enjoying the dreams so much, I'm looking at pretty overweight women in another light. As for my coworkers, I am reluctant to share my dreams with them (sexual harassment) Now, I'm not going to ask any of my pretty overweight female coworkers to have sex with me. However, I may be open to having sex in the future with a pretty overweight woman if she asks me to have sex with her.
INTP-A
When you imagine something vividly... your subconscious will bring it into reality.
When you imagine something vividly... your subconscious will bring it into reality.
