03-09-2016, 04:28 PM
(This post was last modified: 03-09-2016, 04:47 PM by Why So Serious?.)
Earlier today I got a glimpse of what it would feel to worry about stuff so much. So relaxing. Unfortunately someone came in started talking about their family drama. Ruined my zen man.
I had no clue that I took on others peoples problems until that happened.
Just realized that I was making art my career for the wrong reasons. Well reason and that would be attention. As I said I'll still draw but I'm doing it for my own enjoyment, possibly part-time. Now it feels like I got a couple of more options, a tad bit more freedom.
Oh yeah, almost forgot to mention that I sabotage myself a lot. Every time I'm on to something I do something stupid to mess it up.
For some odd reason I can't think of any examples and I had thought about a lot earlier. Hmmmmm
I had no clue that I took on others peoples problems until that happened.
Just realized that I was making art my career for the wrong reasons. Well reason and that would be attention. As I said I'll still draw but I'm doing it for my own enjoyment, possibly part-time. Now it feels like I got a couple of more options, a tad bit more freedom.
Oh yeah, almost forgot to mention that I sabotage myself a lot. Every time I'm on to something I do something stupid to mess it up.
For some odd reason I can't think of any examples and I had thought about a lot earlier. Hmmmmm
