03-09-2016, 10:59 AM
I have no idea what's happening on ASC. I am not motivated to do anything really, everything seems so meaningless. ASC seems like a very unstable program to me so far. By that I mean every day is different, like everything is absolutely in a chaos. To other's I seem somewhat confident but inside it's only insecurity, this is very unpleasant and anxiety causing. At times I feel strong, but at the same time I know it's not true and if something were to challenge it the house of cards would crumble.
I am between stopping at 90 days (followed by EHPRA 2.0) and going for the full 6 months. Thinking logically and comparing the pros/cons of either choice.
A big one is that the confidence on ASC is not the core confidence but rather the situational confidence, so it's hard to say whether doing 6 months would benefit me that greatly in the long run.
On the contrary I have a fear of appearing weak while running EHPRA, the vibe of the sub seems like it's very passive and a rather feminine one. I have come to hate that weak vibe and weakness in general.
Doing the pros and cons I don't seem to prefer either choice. I do still have a month to decide so there's time.
I am between stopping at 90 days (followed by EHPRA 2.0) and going for the full 6 months. Thinking logically and comparing the pros/cons of either choice.
A big one is that the confidence on ASC is not the core confidence but rather the situational confidence, so it's hard to say whether doing 6 months would benefit me that greatly in the long run.
On the contrary I have a fear of appearing weak while running EHPRA, the vibe of the sub seems like it's very passive and a rather feminine one. I have come to hate that weak vibe and weakness in general.
Doing the pros and cons I don't seem to prefer either choice. I do still have a month to decide so there's time.
