03-08-2016, 08:49 AM
(This post was last modified: 03-08-2016, 08:58 AM by JackOfHearts.)
Thanks guys.
Day 3:
I still feel good, more social more motivated to to things. I didn't expect my relationship with my dad would get better while doing SM3. Even my cousin seems to like me more. I'm still surprised by how much your behavior influence people around you, how you say things, the tone of voice, the body language, etc. My dream and the way I sleep is new. It's like I'm half asleep and that my dream are a part of my reality as it seems my dreams are a reality. I think it's the first time I feel a subliminal influencing me so easily.
Day 4:
I wouldn't have thought that SM3 would made me so popular. I thought people would be more hating but until now quiet the opposite. Last night before sleeping I felt that my fear were getting removed, it's a feeling I felt when I was running AM5 which I didn't have at all during my 2 AM6 run. By that feeling I mean that sometimes I think about a situation that usually trigger some fear response in my body but now it doesn't, I search for it but it's not there, instead I feel strong.
It's something to read an SM3 journal it's another thing to experience it. Only 4 days and the effect are quiet surprising.
Still no resistance, I felt more happy today.
Day 5:
Huge respect from guys around me. My cousin who always disrespected me said hello to me this morning in a nice pleasing way, he never did that.
A teacher went all smiley when he had to ask me some question, he didn't do that with the other student.
At a gas station I didn't notice I was supposed to add the gas myself so the driver behind me made some noise with his horn. It seems he was angry. So I went out and said in an angry tone that I didn't notice. When I said that he went all buddy buddy, came out of his car and told me his story, that he didn't like this station because it's the only one you have to serve yourself, etc . Big approval seeking moment for no reason, as he could have take another free place next to him but decided to come talk to me instead when he was supposed to be angry because I was too slow.
The women I interacted with today seems to behave differently, not angry but more challenging.
My body language has changed for sure. It's like I'm a king, voice changed, behavior more aggressive, more to the point, more social, more fun. One of my classroom colleague today compared me to Don Juan.
I'm glad I used SM3 for now as I don't see it as too much, I thought it would be more jerky.
My Ex send me some message again but this time with her boyfriend phone, she tried to fake that it was her boyfriend being angry but it was too obvious it was her behind the messages. Pure manipulation again from her, telling me that no girl are attracted to me, all kind of bullshit. I met her mother yesterday so maybe she told her she never seen such an attractive man.
Day 6:
Strong determination to do things in a balanced way, a good way. I have a song in my head, a good motivating song. I never felt that determined. I have a strong internal validation. I wouldn't think I would be so determined to get my job done during SM3. I'm horny though, when I see a woman I'm attracted, but I'm also looking for a good mate and most of them are below the standard, though I try to not put people down, everyone even the bitchiest women has some qualities even small , it doesn't mean I will approve her as a mate though but I won't be intolerant. There is also a very good leadership, responsible attitude I have now. I was thinking about it yesterday while in class. I thought that I should set the example, be motivated and to motivate other people. I was thinking how easy it is when you have someone that is good with you, a good friend that get his job done easily so easily that you can follow his step and your path become much easier. It's so much easier when you have a friend that is reliable, determined, motivated. I thought that I should be this person to others. Not the unmotivated, pessimist guy that keep criticizing people around him and does nothing but that. A good leader, this is what I want to be. Stop criticizing and set the example.
Also I expected to be more tired but I can work a lot, more than before so it doesn't seems that this stage is tiring me, I don't feel any resistance, I sleep easily with the sub, the horniness and motivation sometimes perturbed my sleep though.
Day 9:
There is a lot of internal change going on. Mostly about my behavior, I'm much more motivated to chat with girls. I'm also fu*** horny and I like it. I take more initiative to get things done and prepare them. Ideas are flooding my brain about how I can improve my social skill, dating women and sex.
Lately I realized that I'm almost completely free from my computer. Most of what kept me wasting my time on my computer is almost gone like reading the forum too much.
I'm wondering if I really want to post this on the forum. I have to admit that most of what I read on the forum bore me or irritate me.
Day 11:
Went out today and hmmm I felt on top. I was chatting with a beautiful girl at a store and she was intimated, nervous. I talk to another one then and she had the same reaction, I could see on their face that they weren't relaxed, gulping, hands not moving properly, erratic movement.
I was walking on the sidewalk and I noticed a lot of girls in their car looking at me. Even when driving in my car when crossing cars I feel that a lot of women are looking at me.
I feel so on top it's amazing, I love this sexual energy I have, I get horny easily. I was talking to this girl and all this thought about fucking her, looking at her private part, her ass and her shaking, being nervous, cute and all.
At the end I went to buy some bread and the cashier women in her 30 was hit hard. When I came in she played with her hair real fast then took my order, but she couldn't do it properly, she made a lot of stupid mistake and excused herself for no reason, it's the second time I see her reacting that way since I'm on SM3. She was very nervous obliviously, the kind of nervous attracted not fearful.
I love this SM3, I'm talking with a girl online, a very beautiful women by men standard but not so attractive to me, as I'm looking for feminine women and she is not on my top standard. But easily a 9 by most men standard.
There is also this huge motivation to meet girls I have. I'm doing all the thing I can do to meet women. Either on line or in the street, or the beach. I'm looking for new method to meet women.
I noticed my voice is more smooth, appealing. My body language is cocky, my chin is high, it's almost exaggerated the way I move my head.
Day 3:
I still feel good, more social more motivated to to things. I didn't expect my relationship with my dad would get better while doing SM3. Even my cousin seems to like me more. I'm still surprised by how much your behavior influence people around you, how you say things, the tone of voice, the body language, etc. My dream and the way I sleep is new. It's like I'm half asleep and that my dream are a part of my reality as it seems my dreams are a reality. I think it's the first time I feel a subliminal influencing me so easily.
Day 4:
I wouldn't have thought that SM3 would made me so popular. I thought people would be more hating but until now quiet the opposite. Last night before sleeping I felt that my fear were getting removed, it's a feeling I felt when I was running AM5 which I didn't have at all during my 2 AM6 run. By that feeling I mean that sometimes I think about a situation that usually trigger some fear response in my body but now it doesn't, I search for it but it's not there, instead I feel strong.
It's something to read an SM3 journal it's another thing to experience it. Only 4 days and the effect are quiet surprising.
Still no resistance, I felt more happy today.
Day 5:
Huge respect from guys around me. My cousin who always disrespected me said hello to me this morning in a nice pleasing way, he never did that.
A teacher went all smiley when he had to ask me some question, he didn't do that with the other student.
At a gas station I didn't notice I was supposed to add the gas myself so the driver behind me made some noise with his horn. It seems he was angry. So I went out and said in an angry tone that I didn't notice. When I said that he went all buddy buddy, came out of his car and told me his story, that he didn't like this station because it's the only one you have to serve yourself, etc . Big approval seeking moment for no reason, as he could have take another free place next to him but decided to come talk to me instead when he was supposed to be angry because I was too slow.
The women I interacted with today seems to behave differently, not angry but more challenging.
My body language has changed for sure. It's like I'm a king, voice changed, behavior more aggressive, more to the point, more social, more fun. One of my classroom colleague today compared me to Don Juan.
I'm glad I used SM3 for now as I don't see it as too much, I thought it would be more jerky.
My Ex send me some message again but this time with her boyfriend phone, she tried to fake that it was her boyfriend being angry but it was too obvious it was her behind the messages. Pure manipulation again from her, telling me that no girl are attracted to me, all kind of bullshit. I met her mother yesterday so maybe she told her she never seen such an attractive man.
Day 6:
Strong determination to do things in a balanced way, a good way. I have a song in my head, a good motivating song. I never felt that determined. I have a strong internal validation. I wouldn't think I would be so determined to get my job done during SM3. I'm horny though, when I see a woman I'm attracted, but I'm also looking for a good mate and most of them are below the standard, though I try to not put people down, everyone even the bitchiest women has some qualities even small , it doesn't mean I will approve her as a mate though but I won't be intolerant. There is also a very good leadership, responsible attitude I have now. I was thinking about it yesterday while in class. I thought that I should set the example, be motivated and to motivate other people. I was thinking how easy it is when you have someone that is good with you, a good friend that get his job done easily so easily that you can follow his step and your path become much easier. It's so much easier when you have a friend that is reliable, determined, motivated. I thought that I should be this person to others. Not the unmotivated, pessimist guy that keep criticizing people around him and does nothing but that. A good leader, this is what I want to be. Stop criticizing and set the example.
Also I expected to be more tired but I can work a lot, more than before so it doesn't seems that this stage is tiring me, I don't feel any resistance, I sleep easily with the sub, the horniness and motivation sometimes perturbed my sleep though.
Day 9:
There is a lot of internal change going on. Mostly about my behavior, I'm much more motivated to chat with girls. I'm also fu*** horny and I like it. I take more initiative to get things done and prepare them. Ideas are flooding my brain about how I can improve my social skill, dating women and sex.
Lately I realized that I'm almost completely free from my computer. Most of what kept me wasting my time on my computer is almost gone like reading the forum too much.
I'm wondering if I really want to post this on the forum. I have to admit that most of what I read on the forum bore me or irritate me.
Day 11:
Went out today and hmmm I felt on top. I was chatting with a beautiful girl at a store and she was intimated, nervous. I talk to another one then and she had the same reaction, I could see on their face that they weren't relaxed, gulping, hands not moving properly, erratic movement.
I was walking on the sidewalk and I noticed a lot of girls in their car looking at me. Even when driving in my car when crossing cars I feel that a lot of women are looking at me.
I feel so on top it's amazing, I love this sexual energy I have, I get horny easily. I was talking to this girl and all this thought about fucking her, looking at her private part, her ass and her shaking, being nervous, cute and all.
At the end I went to buy some bread and the cashier women in her 30 was hit hard. When I came in she played with her hair real fast then took my order, but she couldn't do it properly, she made a lot of stupid mistake and excused herself for no reason, it's the second time I see her reacting that way since I'm on SM3. She was very nervous obliviously, the kind of nervous attracted not fearful.
I love this SM3, I'm talking with a girl online, a very beautiful women by men standard but not so attractive to me, as I'm looking for feminine women and she is not on my top standard. But easily a 9 by most men standard.
There is also this huge motivation to meet girls I have. I'm doing all the thing I can do to meet women. Either on line or in the street, or the beach. I'm looking for new method to meet women.
I noticed my voice is more smooth, appealing. My body language is cocky, my chin is high, it's almost exaggerated the way I move my head.
