03-07-2016, 11:51 AM
It's the timeline I put on myself. In my mind achieving the goals are very anxiety provoking. I literally have nothing else to do all day. Well for this week atleast. I can't let it go in order to achieve my personal goal atleast for this week. I'm texting my ex and even though our conversations are long and positive I feel a bit like the guy that dated her was the "old" me. I like the new me better. I'm probably going to have sex with her on my birthday later this month. It seems like I can say anything to these women when I'm in this mindset all that matters is intercourse. I correlate talking with sex though. If a woman would talk to you intimately why couldn't that go hand in hand with sex? This is what interests me about WM having the women swarming me then SM would have me in them just as often. It seems like a process though and I don't think there's anything wrong with my sex story from the past five months
