03-05-2016, 12:14 PM
Shannon it feels like I'm putting myself through pure torture to achieve my goals mainly at the gym. I thought that this was supposed to be as effortless as possible. I placed the end of the sub journey to get in the shape I want but and there should be no problem with having that timeline. I'm achieving my daily goals but it's taking up a ton of my energy I'm focusing on women also but it feels crazy to put my body through so much stress and make women first priority. Achieving this goal is necessary I feel and I don't want to give up just to rely on how women will respond when I'm not under this pressure. This focus I have makes me the dominant presence in all social situations I feel that women respond very sexual to me having the upper hand. Maybe I should relax but I've gone through this divide of thought once already during my journey. I realize getting women is my goal but at this point I could care less maybe I should let go of my ambitions Im standing in dominant social position right now as I type this I gotta move on
