03-05-2016, 12:43 AM
stage 1 day 10
Feeling more angry and annoyed. have an increased interest in dressing more sharp. Went to the hairdresser yesteray to get an new haircut. Eventually when paying I had this moment with the 8,5/10 working there, yet did discard the woman who did my hair. lol. The one I had this moment with ( eye contact, being flirty, social, my voice seems to be really seductive ) was very receptive and open but has an husband. It didnt matter, before I would be somewhat affected by this, but now its more of an "okay, next". Its basically Paradise, abundance and shows how narrow the needy mindset is. Im more balanced overal, its more human and balanced. Makes sense when making eye contact and interacting with women, being high value.
Girls in general seem to be more submissive although I had some anxieties and tension popping up.
Met up with some friends. The social shift in mindset really kicks in lately, pushing me outside this small set and making me more open and in the open to connect with everyone. Had lots of subconscious conflicts when meeting up with them, which didnt occur when I ran ASC.
Im also very selective in eye contact. At times It doesnt interest me and I have some tension and slight headache going on, making me somewhat closed off.
Feeling more angry and annoyed. have an increased interest in dressing more sharp. Went to the hairdresser yesteray to get an new haircut. Eventually when paying I had this moment with the 8,5/10 working there, yet did discard the woman who did my hair. lol. The one I had this moment with ( eye contact, being flirty, social, my voice seems to be really seductive ) was very receptive and open but has an husband. It didnt matter, before I would be somewhat affected by this, but now its more of an "okay, next". Its basically Paradise, abundance and shows how narrow the needy mindset is. Im more balanced overal, its more human and balanced. Makes sense when making eye contact and interacting with women, being high value.
Girls in general seem to be more submissive although I had some anxieties and tension popping up.
Met up with some friends. The social shift in mindset really kicks in lately, pushing me outside this small set and making me more open and in the open to connect with everyone. Had lots of subconscious conflicts when meeting up with them, which didnt occur when I ran ASC.
Im also very selective in eye contact. At times It doesnt interest me and I have some tension and slight headache going on, making me somewhat closed off.
The trials you encounter will introduce you to your strengths. - epictetus
