03-03-2016, 06:44 AM
Thank you guys for reading my journal. I hope one day it will end with a positive outcome so people can see that the AYPs work. I don't know if some subs work better than others, for me LM worked wonderfully. I used it when I was trying to get a job and it turned out to be a the best job and best boss I've ever had. I have trust in Shannon's work and if it takes up to 6 months, I'm going to run it for 6 months if I have to.
Day 48. I've had exes and guys I used to date coming out of the woodwork recently. I don't want to reconnect with any of them. I appreciate what we've had but seeing them again just makes me so so grateful that I did not end up with them. I guess that means I have changed and finally let myself think that I deserve better now.
I had a very vivid dream last night of me cuddling with my boyfriend (in the dream, I don't know him in real life), feeling so much love in my heart, and I told him I love him...it was a really nice feeling.
Day 48. I've had exes and guys I used to date coming out of the woodwork recently. I don't want to reconnect with any of them. I appreciate what we've had but seeing them again just makes me so so grateful that I did not end up with them. I guess that means I have changed and finally let myself think that I deserve better now.
I had a very vivid dream last night of me cuddling with my boyfriend (in the dream, I don't know him in real life), feeling so much love in my heart, and I told him I love him...it was a really nice feeling.
