day 8 stage 1
Currently playing masked trickling stream. Im still getting 12 hours a day in. My attitude has shifted, im way more bold in my speaking and have averse felings expressiong themselves in an 'stop whining "kind of attitude. Im developing an stronger interest in books and towards health routines. Read -> apply. Its my reality, my playground. Im not scared to offend when speaking nor afraid to disgree with women. In fact, i did yesterday.
Had some weird beta responses this morning with women which made my gaze directly turn away. Had some ptsd flare ups including some paranoia yesterday and approach impulses after reading the journal of Wolverine of this forum. It made my whole body vibrate.
Also my confidence seems to get back on the level of when I listened to ASC. Im still not consistent and have my ups and downs. Eye locking from other people is also back as to when I played ASC.
Also my anger and irritation seems to increase. Looking in the mirror I am definitely more attractive but cant pinpoint how or what. AM seems to also cause some shield to develop. My body language has inproved dramatically.
Sex and women do play an role in my mind lately aswell, different kind of scenarios and visualisations pop up here and there,. friendship is also reviewed, my view towards that was pretty narrow based. Hornyness is ever present.
Currently playing masked trickling stream. Im still getting 12 hours a day in. My attitude has shifted, im way more bold in my speaking and have averse felings expressiong themselves in an 'stop whining "kind of attitude. Im developing an stronger interest in books and towards health routines. Read -> apply. Its my reality, my playground. Im not scared to offend when speaking nor afraid to disgree with women. In fact, i did yesterday.
Had some weird beta responses this morning with women which made my gaze directly turn away. Had some ptsd flare ups including some paranoia yesterday and approach impulses after reading the journal of Wolverine of this forum. It made my whole body vibrate.
Also my confidence seems to get back on the level of when I listened to ASC. Im still not consistent and have my ups and downs. Eye locking from other people is also back as to when I played ASC.
Also my anger and irritation seems to increase. Looking in the mirror I am definitely more attractive but cant pinpoint how or what. AM seems to also cause some shield to develop. My body language has inproved dramatically.
Sex and women do play an role in my mind lately aswell, different kind of scenarios and visualisations pop up here and there,. friendship is also reviewed, my view towards that was pretty narrow based. Hornyness is ever present.
The trials you encounter will introduce you to your strengths. - epictetus
