02-29-2016, 08:33 AM
day 5 stage 1
My eye contact gets more solid aswell as my body language, im more socially uninhibited. i have an growing hate towards victim mindset and notice neediness i have/had with my eye contact aswell as the way i speak. I have no compulsion in seeking eye contact, i rather let it wander around and connect.
I seem also to grow this vibe, which make other men sort of closed off towards me. I dont really care about that, im indifferent towards it while before it would somewhat affect me. Nice,
Im thinking as to how my current social circle is limited and feel urfges to move on from this. before i have been out of this circle and it doesnt benefit me.
I smile more randomly, laughter and I speak my mind way quicker and less inhibited with an non caring attitude. i feel the sub slowly taking ground and at times it dominates my mind.
I have an increase in anger and annoyance, feeling an bit closed off myself at times.
The whole 'toxic masculinity" is seen as one big crux and i call it bullshit. I still have mindfog and tension in my body. Othe times i feel really open and approachable. the IDGAF mindset is growing aswell.
Thus far AM is amazing and tackles lots of blocks. It feels like its finally being dealt with and it doesnt scare me, it feels rather like an aha moment. curious as to what will happen next.\
More active aswell, cleaned the house, my fridge, did the dishes, washed my clothes and just pull it all straight. Not to say im more forcefull in my projection and actions.
My eye contact gets more solid aswell as my body language, im more socially uninhibited. i have an growing hate towards victim mindset and notice neediness i have/had with my eye contact aswell as the way i speak. I have no compulsion in seeking eye contact, i rather let it wander around and connect.
I seem also to grow this vibe, which make other men sort of closed off towards me. I dont really care about that, im indifferent towards it while before it would somewhat affect me. Nice,
Im thinking as to how my current social circle is limited and feel urfges to move on from this. before i have been out of this circle and it doesnt benefit me.
I smile more randomly, laughter and I speak my mind way quicker and less inhibited with an non caring attitude. i feel the sub slowly taking ground and at times it dominates my mind.
I have an increase in anger and annoyance, feeling an bit closed off myself at times.
The whole 'toxic masculinity" is seen as one big crux and i call it bullshit. I still have mindfog and tension in my body. Othe times i feel really open and approachable. the IDGAF mindset is growing aswell.
Thus far AM is amazing and tackles lots of blocks. It feels like its finally being dealt with and it doesnt scare me, it feels rather like an aha moment. curious as to what will happen next.\
More active aswell, cleaned the house, my fridge, did the dishes, washed my clothes and just pull it all straight. Not to say im more forcefull in my projection and actions.
The trials you encounter will introduce you to your strengths. - epictetus
