stage 1 day 2
Im more assertive. Met up with some people and one of them seemed to at times slightly test me. i remained unfazed at all. It doesnt bother me one moment, or atleast, slight. My humor is top notch, it rolls out fluidly and automatically. My whole mindset has changed to CEO. I am the leader of man. My eye contact is more in check now, often longer locks with people. Im getting aware of more validation seeking which in turn makes me slightly more quit en disinterested and i show it. I just cant keep my attention with boring stuff.
What I notice is how the sub in the first couple of hours made my head go spin, I had some anxiety yesterday and felt a bit beta in that my eye contact diverted which caught me up by suprise. Im more active then i was and my hesitation is killed off more and more.
I seem to experience manifestations, I encountered more women then before in my vision. More then usual and I had an passing thought of "this might be the manifestation", yet it goes smooth. The more attractive women seem to eye me and I let out an seductive hi back when one blond woman said hi to me, which caught me by suprise.
Im more forcefull in my appearance, more bold. Im weeding out distractions out of my life, and coming on the forums is met with some disinterest. Im straightening up my life basically, I do call off when its wasting my time, and experience an overwhelming sense of attention towards what I am doing, more of an responsibility.
Im currently entering day 3 of stage 1, woke up at 9 a.m, and notice I dont care at all and dont give a fuck at all. The sub will be an ride but it feels really good.
Im more assertive. Met up with some people and one of them seemed to at times slightly test me. i remained unfazed at all. It doesnt bother me one moment, or atleast, slight. My humor is top notch, it rolls out fluidly and automatically. My whole mindset has changed to CEO. I am the leader of man. My eye contact is more in check now, often longer locks with people. Im getting aware of more validation seeking which in turn makes me slightly more quit en disinterested and i show it. I just cant keep my attention with boring stuff.
What I notice is how the sub in the first couple of hours made my head go spin, I had some anxiety yesterday and felt a bit beta in that my eye contact diverted which caught me up by suprise. Im more active then i was and my hesitation is killed off more and more.
I seem to experience manifestations, I encountered more women then before in my vision. More then usual and I had an passing thought of "this might be the manifestation", yet it goes smooth. The more attractive women seem to eye me and I let out an seductive hi back when one blond woman said hi to me, which caught me by suprise.
Im more forcefull in my appearance, more bold. Im weeding out distractions out of my life, and coming on the forums is met with some disinterest. Im straightening up my life basically, I do call off when its wasting my time, and experience an overwhelming sense of attention towards what I am doing, more of an responsibility.
Im currently entering day 3 of stage 1, woke up at 9 a.m, and notice I dont care at all and dont give a fuck at all. The sub will be an ride but it feels really good.
The trials you encounter will introduce you to your strengths. - epictetus
