02-23-2016, 05:16 PM
(This post was last modified: 02-23-2016, 05:29 PM by Why So Serious?.)
I don't think I should be an artist for a living anymore. I'll still draw and keep it as side gig but not full time. I actually visualized my self trying to do it full time and didn't like it. Felt burnt out just visualizing it. My feelings are hurt because I thought this was something I wanted to do. In a strange way I do feel relived at the same time. I think I was just forcing myself into liking it so I can have a purpose, have a direction in life. I know everyone is disappointed in me for not finding it.
I need to focus on doing something else. I'm tired of fighting myself with this.
I realized that I don't really think things through. I thought I did, but I don't. I really need to think this through and not force myself anymore.
I need to focus on doing something else. I'm tired of fighting myself with this.
I realized that I don't really think things through. I thought I did, but I don't. I really need to think this through and not force myself anymore.
