It's a dream of fear and I understand where it's coming from. I became busy with my life after leaving my job. Well in this dream, I did not really leave my job. I probably just took a day off. Members of my family entered politics, and I participated in the campaign. There's a real plot in this story. There's a problem in the family business that might cause an ill reputation to the candidates, so we were fixing that. There's another family who were my friends, but in this election, we are opponents. It's like a melodrama I'm watching on t.v.
Then the screen changed to a scene in my former university. The dream suggests that I went there to relax while my colleagues at work, including my dream girl, went to the biggest mall in the country to have fun. A nerdy effeminate guy named Jonathan (and I don't know where I got his character) saw me near the entrance, greeted me and joined me in my stroll. He's on his last year in the university. When he left me, I found myself overhearing a conversation from some group of students that terrorists bombed some place and it was tragic. I ignored that. Later in my stroll, I saw my sister with some female classmates. She greeted me and joined me in my stroll as well. She said something like she's gonna get something in her locker. So we went to the old building, where the lockers are. On the way to the building, she said something like she's bored in the university, and I suggested why don't she approach and make friends with those students (and I probably was pointing to the actual sets we saw sitting on shaded picnic benches).
So inside the old building, she left me and went to the lockers. When she went back, Jonathan also came out to the scene. I introduced them to each other. I asked Jonathan some fluffy question, and finally he approached my sister for some friendly talk. We strolled the school's main street and went back near the school's entrance. There, we met some guys, who gave us the news: the biggest mall in the country was bombed by terrorists and most it were destroyed. They gave graphic descriptions of the damage. My heart went cold. I remembered my colleagues, especially my dream girl, who went there that day. I became so anxious and frustrated. I woke up from the dream. AM6 Stage 2 was still playing on my ears.
I don't have much comment on this dream. It's just that the fear I felt a while ago was so real, so I had to write it down. Today's my last day reporting to work. It's been a long 5 years. I pray good life for these guys I'm leaving, and for my dream girl, I pray good health, safety, good life and clean honor... that's a lot haha! And for myself, I pray no more fapping thanks
Then the screen changed to a scene in my former university. The dream suggests that I went there to relax while my colleagues at work, including my dream girl, went to the biggest mall in the country to have fun. A nerdy effeminate guy named Jonathan (and I don't know where I got his character) saw me near the entrance, greeted me and joined me in my stroll. He's on his last year in the university. When he left me, I found myself overhearing a conversation from some group of students that terrorists bombed some place and it was tragic. I ignored that. Later in my stroll, I saw my sister with some female classmates. She greeted me and joined me in my stroll as well. She said something like she's gonna get something in her locker. So we went to the old building, where the lockers are. On the way to the building, she said something like she's bored in the university, and I suggested why don't she approach and make friends with those students (and I probably was pointing to the actual sets we saw sitting on shaded picnic benches).
So inside the old building, she left me and went to the lockers. When she went back, Jonathan also came out to the scene. I introduced them to each other. I asked Jonathan some fluffy question, and finally he approached my sister for some friendly talk. We strolled the school's main street and went back near the school's entrance. There, we met some guys, who gave us the news: the biggest mall in the country was bombed by terrorists and most it were destroyed. They gave graphic descriptions of the damage. My heart went cold. I remembered my colleagues, especially my dream girl, who went there that day. I became so anxious and frustrated. I woke up from the dream. AM6 Stage 2 was still playing on my ears.
I don't have much comment on this dream. It's just that the fear I felt a while ago was so real, so I had to write it down. Today's my last day reporting to work. It's been a long 5 years. I pray good life for these guys I'm leaving, and for my dream girl, I pray good health, safety, good life and clean honor... that's a lot haha! And for myself, I pray no more fapping thanks
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