The Start of A Sexual Journey: Prologue To AM6

[CatMan]

Also, starting today I'm choosing to not look at porn. Aiming for 180 days (April 30, 2016)

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I believe in you, you can do it! Kick that terrible habit for good.

Also, when you split subs like this, you still need to be getting 8 hours a day for them to have a serious chance at working. If you can't manage 16 hours a day, it will be much more effective to just use one sub. Will also improve your tiredness situation as the scripts won't keep changing anymore either as you'll be focused on just the one script.

NO PORN! I'm so happy about that .

[maxx55]

Also, starting today I'm choosing to not look at porn. Aiming for 180 days (April 30, 2016)

!!!

I believe in you, you can do it! Kick that terrible habit for good.

Also, when you split subs like this, you still need to be getting 8 hours a day for them to have a serious chance at working. If you can't manage 16 hours a day, it will be much more effective to just use one sub. Will also improve your tiredness situation as the scripts won't keep changing anymore either as you'll be focused on just the one script.

NO PORN! I'm so happy about that .

Thanks Catman! The thing is mainly with the subs so far, I now no longer feel guilty about porn and the sexual subs tend to randomly put my drive into overdrive. My d**k gets a bit erect just from being around hot girls fully clothed lol, but just to be on the super safe side, I'll kick porn.

When I can, I'll probably watch those two videos as well.

Also I feel I can most likely get 8 hrs of each in a day. I've only been doing this split more focused on BIATBWS because I wanted that one to result faster. But if the split I'm doing now just slows everything down, then I'll switch to doing 8 hrs of each and rotate between earbuds and speakers every other day.

Seems like you guys really think that 8 hrs each is the minimum for nothing to get slowed down

[maxx55]

AoS
8 hrs 11 min via speakers

BIATBWS
7 hrs 45 min. via earbuds

Doing 16 hrs on the regular may be challenging, but I'll keep going. 14 hours would be more doable, but I'll stick with 16 for now.

[maxx55]

BIATBWS
24 minutes via earbuds
8 hours 22 minutes via speakers

AoS
2 hour 33 minutes via speakers
I'm working on getting rest of the 8 hrs in via earbuds right now

If anyone knows, how will BIATBWS manifest the girls? Like how will I know that it's from the program? I just assumed it'd be from them approaching me. I have an alternate theory as of right now, but it's just a theory, I need more evidence before I can say it's from the sub.

[apollolux]

If the script of BIATBWS is anything similar to BIATBW, I would presume that it's more about changing your behavior, your aura, and yourself to attract rather than outright manifestation.

[4Kingdoms]

If anyone knows, how will BIATBWS manifest the girls? Like how will I know that it's from the program? I just assumed it'd be from them approaching me. I have an alternate theory as of right now, but it's just a theory, I need more evidence before I can say it's from the sub.

Yes, the women will approach you. It will be subtle, you will need to quickly think in your mind. Did this happen before? (No, it must be the sub.) Is it the clothes I'm wearing? (No, I wore this outfit before the sub.)

I did BIATBWS for 9 days and stopped because of the attention I was getting from women. At the time I was mostly at my workplace and I really didn't want any attention from the women I worked with.

I have a little office, it is outside in the elements. It could be 90 degrees fahrenheit and a female coworker would sit in the only chair in my little office to talk to me. As she was leaving, another female coworker would take her place. It was mentally draining for me. Remember, these women have known me for years and they are comfortable around me.

I have very little time to socialize, so if you are the type of guy that does socialize, you might get the results you want from it. Be aware the women that you are going to meet in a social situation don't know you, that might be an advantage or disadvantage.

[maxx55]

If the script of BIATBWS is anything similar to BIATBW, I would presume that it's more about changing your behavior, your aura, and yourself to attract rather than outright manifestation.

From what I understood, it's supposed to be both. It's a type B/D

[maxx55]

Well I guess I'll find out soon enough. If I get more evidence, I'll definitely know one way the manifestations work, but if that's all I'd be a bit disappointed. Time will tell

[apollolux]

If the script of BIATBWS is anything similar to BIATBW, I would presume that it's more about changing your behavior, your aura, and yourself to attract rather than outright manifestation.

From what I understood, it's supposed to be both. It's a type B/D

I think he just doesn't believe in manifestations. I didn't either until 4kingdom's journal.

I do believe you underestimate my open-mindedness, FrostedFake. I simply stated my opinion that the primary change is likely internal first, and that any manifestation will almost certainly not be outright, likely more subtle as 4Kingdoms suggested.

I understand the confusion about my stance on processes like manifestation, however, given that I've kept certain personal details about my life experiences under my hat for now. One day I'll tell one or two of those stories on this board.

[maxx55]

If anyone knows, how will BIATBWS manifest the girls? Like how will I know that it's from the program? I just assumed it'd be from them approaching me. I have an alternate theory as of right now, but it's just a theory, I need more evidence before I can say it's from the sub.

Yes, the women will approach you. It will be subtle, you will need to quickly think in your mind. Did this happen before? (No, it must be the sub.) Is it the clothes I'm wearing? (No, I wore this outfit before the sub.)

I did BIATBWS for 9 days and stopped because of the attention I was getting from women. At the time I was mostly at my workplace and I really didn't want any attention from the women I worked with.

I have a little office, it is outside in the elements. It could be 90 degrees fahrenheit and a female coworker would sit in the only chair in my little office to talk to me. As she was leaving, another female coworker would take her place. It was mentally draining for me. Remember, these women have known me for years and they are comfortable around me.

I have very little time to socialize, so if you are the type of guy that does socialize, you might get the results you want from it. Be aware the women that you are going to meet in a social situation don't know you, that might be an advantage or disadvantage.

I missed your post earlier, but thanks! This definitely clears some stuff up. So far, the only approach I had was a girl passing by me in the hallway, we make eye contact, and she says hi with a big smile. I even had on earbuds at the time (listening to a sub), so she probably didn't even know if I'd hear what she said. The way I perceive it, there was effort being put out so it was either a very friendly girl or that was my first real approach influenced through the sub.

I didn't know if it was the sub or mones since I had on mones also, but that's a response that hasn't been replicated since then and only started since using the sub. I've had a couple girls in the past be super indirect like asking "what class is this", but I think a "hi" is more obvious.

[maxx55]

Thought I should post the dreams I had last night. Feel free to laugh because I think they're crazy lol

In the first dream, I was in a building that I've never been in before. I was a vampire. And I was hungry. I felt like I was slower than I was supposed to be, but think that's because I was hungry. Alaric (from the Vampire Diaries) had a girl and was threatening me saying he would kill her. I knew he wouldn't and he didn't (as far as my dream goes). I get out the building and I'm leaving what appears to be my old grandmother's house. I start running to escape Alaric. Soon I see one of my college friends and he's headed inside a house. I knew he'd never find me there. So I asked him if I could go in, he said for me to just let his friend know. I walk in and this African guy is talking in a really deep African accent. I hide there. And soon I wake up

I had another dream where I was in my grandmother's house and my grandmother was being controlled or possesed or something. I remember I slapped her a few times but it didn't help. Eventually, my dad came to pick me up, but I didn't mention it to him. Also once I woke up, I remembered that my "grandmother" had the appearance of my aunt.

I may have had a 3rd dream, but I don't remember it clearly. I was sort of iffy about the second one and just put what I remembered for sure.

I may have thought I was Damon from Vampire Diaries for the first one.

[maxx55]

AoS
8 hours 36 min via speakers

BIATBWS
8 hours 11 minutes via earbuds

If I see more evidence tomorrow, I'll know how BIATBWS's manifestation works.

Also one girl did ask for my number for the most innocent/not obvious at all reason today. I admit I never thought that would happen, but still it's ridiculously not obvious. I don't know if this was from mones or sub usage. But it was worth noting. She only wanted my number to send me the link to some app that she's using so I can use it too. We both get get points for doing this. But she could have just as easily given me the 6 character code or showed it to me and I could've entered it manually. She chose to do it the other way.

[4Kingdoms]

I missed your post earlier, but thanks! This definitely clears some stuff up. So far, the only approach I had was a girl passing by me in the hallway, we make eye contact, and she says hi with a big smile. I even had on earbuds at the time (listening to a sub), so she probably didn't even know if I'd hear what she said. The way I perceive it, there was effort being put out so it was either a very friendly girl or that was my first real approach influenced through the sub.

She got your attention, that is what the sub does. Makes women crave attention from you. You made eye contact, that was enough for her ego... you acknowledged she was there.

I didn't know if it was the sub or mones since I had on mones also, but that's a response that hasn't been replicated since then and only started since using the sub.

That's what I meant by you need to think quickly. (I'm wearing mones. Did this happen before I used the sub? - yes/no)

I've had a couple girls in the past be super indirect like asking "what class is this", but I think a "hi" is more obvious.

This happened before the sub. However, you will begin to experience this subtle behavior more from females.

Also one girl did ask for my number for the most innocent/not obvious at all reason today. I admit I never thought that would happen, but still it's ridiculously not obvious. I don't know if this was from mones or sub usage. But it was worth noting. She only wanted my number to send me the link to some app that she's using so I can use it too. We both get get points for doing this. But she could have just as easily given me the 6 character code or showed it to me and I could've entered it manually. She chose to do it the other way.

This is what I meant by being subtle. Eventually, when you least expect it... she will text you. "Where are you? Can you help me with something?"

I saw a show on tv that recorded singles in a bar/nightclub and they showed young men that had the looks, the walk, the talk and get turned down by women over and over again. Their conclusion was the female wasn't attracted to his scent. I'm sure the mones are helping.

I'm sure you have noticed that most of the females you encounter are wearing a unique perfume that makes them stand out from other females. You can close your eyes and know which female is standing in front of you.

[maxx55]

I missed your post earlier, but thanks! This definitely clears some stuff up. So far, the only approach I had was a girl passing by me in the hallway, we make eye contact, and she says hi with a big smile. I even had on earbuds at the time (listening to a sub), so she probably didn't even know if I'd hear what she said. The way I perceive it, there was effort being put out so it was either a very friendly girl or that was my first real approach influenced through the sub.

She got your attention, that is what the sub does. Makes women crave attention from you. You made eye contact, that was enough for her ego... you acknowledged she was there.

I didn't know if it was the sub or mones since I had on mones also, but that's a response that hasn't been replicated since then and only started since using the sub.

That's what I meant by you need to think quickly. (I'm wearing mones. Did this happen before I used the sub? - yes/no)

I've had a couple girls in the past be super indirect like asking "what class is this", but I think a "hi" is more obvious.

This happened before the sub. However, you will begin to experience this subtle behavior more from females.

Also one girl did ask for my number for the most innocent/not obvious at all reason today. I admit I never thought that would happen, but still it's ridiculously not obvious. I don't know if this was from mones or sub usage. But it was worth noting. She only wanted my number to send me the link to some app that she's using so I can use it too. We both get get points for doing this. But she could have just as easily given me the 6 character code or showed it to me and I could've entered it manually. She chose to do it the other way.

This is what I meant by being subtle. Eventually, when you least expect it... she will text you. "Where are you? Can you help me with something?"

I saw a show on tv that recorded singles in a bar/nightclub and they showed young men that had the looks, the walk, the talk and get turned down by women over and over again. Their conclusion was the female wasn't attracted to his scent. I'm sure the mones are helping.

I'm sure you have noticed that most of the females you encounter are wearing a unique perfume that makes them stand out from other females. You can close your eyes and know which female is standing in front of you.

Thank you for helping clear this up. GOD, IT'S SO SUBTLE! Even if I here one mutter "He's so hot" at least I wouldn't have to infer if it's helping

And yes, some girls that I like and I'm around a lot I do smell them. And I can identify them by it if I had to.

Hopefully, the results will become more blatant though