Shannon's BAMM 2.0 Journal

[Shannon]

Imagine the Death Star in Star Wars... it was a man made moon. HUGE.

It didn't change course quickly or easily. But it did change course and move.

The number of goals, the complexity of those goals, and the complexity of how those goals are being achieved also means it takes time.

How much time to align the subconscious with the goals of BAMM? At least one full run-through. I am on run through #3, Stage 4. I feel like it's pretty much set course and is almost to where I am at maximum cruising speed. I still marvel at some things, looking back, and I still wonder about some things, looking forward. But do I know it's going to happen? Yes I do. I'm also pretty sure I know when, but I also know that the future is fluid, and my choices in the present can alter that.

[THolt]

Okay. I started in February 2013 and I feel like it's been a yo-yo journey but on this stage (12) I feel as if there has been a slight turning point in terms of a lot or fear destruction. But I feel like a hamster on a wheel sometimes but slightly less so. I've made some steps to combat fear but there is still some undeservedness lingering around. Even that will dissipate in time. I guess it's taking me longer to clear this stuff out than you.haha

[Shannon]

Maybe, maybe not. Remember that before doing 2.25 years of BAMM 2.0, I did AM 1.0 through 5.0, SM 1 and 2, WM, ASC, OGSF and many others...

[THolt]

Ah okay. I thought I was unique. I can definitely sense a change that has to be attributed to the program. Slow but subtle.

[Shannon]

It may seem subtle, but it's really not. Consider that any change at all is going to put you miles away from where you would have been otherwise in just a year or two, and it's apparent that what may seem subtle in the moment is pretty important. For instance, let's say you get in a boat and set your course due East from Florida in the United States. If you did that, chances are good you'd land ashore in the Western Sahara territory. But of you set your course not at 90 degrees (Due East if we set True North at 0 degrees of a circle), but 95 degrees - just 5 degrees South of Due East, you would more likely land in a different country entirely - most likely Mauritania, or even Cape Verde or what appears to be labeled as Senegal on the map I'm referencing. And set course for 85 degrees instead of 90 and you end up in Morrocco, Spain or Portugal!

5 degrees is barely perceptible in the sense of looking at it with vs without. But it makes that much of a difference! On the visible horizon from where you stand, it would appear to be a couple of milimeters wide. But it almost literally means a world of difference.

So remember that change is multiplied by time. This is known as the Butterfly Effect. What seems to be tiny in the now, is really a hurricane of change in the future - whether or not we can see it as such. The Titanic, as I have said before, did not turn on a dime.

[THolt]

That's good. Now I realize these small changes are actually pretty significant. It can be hard to lose sight of the ultimate goal but onwards and upwards. What will happen when my subconscious is totally aligned with BAMM?

[Shannon]

You will ascend as a being of light and become one with the universe and... hehe, maybe not.

When you're totally aligned, you'll find yourself naturally doing all the things that lead to the goal. Will it be obvious? Maybe, but it's one of those things where "obvious" is relative. If I have always lived where there are pine trees, are they obvious? If I move into a neighborhood where there are pine trees and I have never lived around them before, but I have the naturalizer telling me that they're a natural thing for me to experience, are they obvious? In both cases, the answer is "Probably not."

It's a state of being. It's a flow. It's a maintenance of a singular goal, which you always work towards. It's a way of thinking, and a presence. And none of it is obvious, because it just is.

So just enjoy the journey. One step at a time. The top of the mountain awaits.

[THolt]

How would the program work
Without the naturalizer?

[Shannon]

The transition would be much more obvious, challenging and slow, as people would find themselves forced to battle their negatives concerning wealth in a direct manner. It would definitely be more obvious, slower and less effective.

[THolt]

I would like to be beamed up as an being of light and become one with the universe and achieve enlightenment. Is this possible with BAMM?

[Shannon]

Unfortunately not.

[Shannon]

Am I still using BAMM 2.0? You bet. I'm on Stage 7, run through #3. And does it still produce noticeable results for me? You bet. Every day I use it is a day that is more productive than it would have been otherwise. I love how it keeps me focused on work, the end goal and being productive, even when I don't necessarily want to be.

How does it feel at this point? If I were to compare it to an intercontinental ballistic missile fired at a target half way around the world, there would be the prep stage, the launch stage, the altitude gaining stage, the cruise stage, descent and then impact. Right now, I feel like I am in the later stages of cruise, having reached and passed peak altitude, starting descent, with target locked in and impact inevitable. I know it's going to happen, and within about a 2 year window, I know when. I'm just waiting and working to get there.

[THolt]

Wow. I feel as I've made so much progress looking back yet I feel as if I don't have that same level or certainty yet, but I feel as if it is coming. Inspired by Catman, I'm ramping up my listening regimen. I think if I can get at least 16 hours a day combined with action then it will come. My listening hours have been erratic but I have managed to keep them above 8.

[Shannon]

Student loan is now paid off. Almost done killing debts.