Over halfway through AM 6 and feeling discouraged

[Mystery999]

From a warlocks perspective that self impertinence is a doosie all depending how deep you go, but I will Evoke this: That every day for me letting go of childish self importance is a constant battle from within and without and with each conflict I am slowly developing a honest non-conformist view of my reactions to those around me and that perception is developing honesty towards myself and others,
AM6 is stripping me to the bone. I'll further conclude my experiments at a poker table...